THE LEGENDAKA TWOFACE's blog: "words of a empty carcuss"

Its time regrets are all forgotten To leave this world of pain i was begotten In my years i did love but none quite like you And this act i commit wiil prove it to so true My heart is now a vessel of undaunting hate The agony you caused is what sealed my fate I wanted to work i needed you here And i cant live a a second more without you near Please dont cry this is for the best Finally in peace i may rest If this does hurt you i guess you will follow But imonly doing this because my life is hollow I've chose how to do it and theres no turning back It wont hurt as much as your personal attack So goodbye my love even in death ill be by your side Its over for me i've commited suicide

Fuck it i dont need the aggravation Now i'm ready for this final sensation It was you that pushed me to this but you wont admit it You even had a chance to save me but you can forget it I'm tired of stressing and hearing your lies And the pain wont end till one of us dies Slowly i write out the last of my thoughts Trying to explain the agony you wrought It wasent only you i was doomed from day one I just hope i dont bring this deadly curse upon my son I used to think about the years that you would be my wife Now im contimplating the ways for ending my own life Should i down some pills or should i cut my wrist Should i hang from a tree or throw myself of a cliff Should i blow out my brains or get hit by a car Set myself on fire or is that taking it to far Would you even miss me would you cry by myside It dosent matter now im commiting suicide

Its deep within the depths of me and i have tried to hide it The rage is building up inside and time i can not bide it I must release this anger cause its ripping me apart My bodies at a fever pitch i hear my echoing heart My mind is trying to slow me down but little it can do For everything that you have done i want revenge on you No words you say will quail me now it really is to late All the while that you scream love ill answer back with hate I need to exstinguish your little flame so i may yet survive Cause i'll never have a day of peace as long as your alive No need to ever love again my soul is but a shell And when the bell tolls my end i'll see your ass in hell I look at you and crack a smile because your by my side Only if you knew the things i thought about inside

Have you ever sat inside a box just utterly alone And everyhing you want to do must someone else condone You rise and sleep without a thought because what else is there to do It seems like the world continued on and forgot all about you Everyone that you hold dear seems to walk away Your life has turned completely dark and you dont know night from day You can not stretch, or take a walk, or watch your favorite show You want so bad to leave the box but all you hear is no Your bodies changed your mind escapes but nothingness it finds You cant recall a memory that this box does not define You live and breathe within this space until you cant take no more Your reaching out to turn the knob but boxes have no door You've lost the last bit of sanity and yet you still cant flee But now you know how it feels to live a day as me..............

Silence echos through the forgotten past An undetermined future because peace did not last The stench of rotting caurcas fills the stale air Death has consumed the world and theres no one left to care Mothers,Fathers,Babies,and even family pets All this destruction caused without a single regret The battle was easily won and yet some how we all lost This so called peace and freedom came at a terrible cost In the streets we ran rampid cowering in fear Taking our final breathes as the end drew near Did we see this coming,did we even stop to think That apocalypse would arrive as soon as we would blink But now its all over not one made it alive Anarchy has rained supreme and none could survive Heavens gates are opened hell is fully packed Souls wander aimlessly but there is no turning back No more new additions,No more family,No more friends Anarchy has won and this is how it ends

(this is from the heart and mind of a broken man as i sit and write) Do i care like i say or is this all a game Would i even take you back if you came i empty i am sick iam am tired of the lies we both know what would happen if you looked in my eyes you are scared so you write only trying to prove to yourself because anyone who knows you knows you dont know what to do with yourself and i cant say a word cause it only stokes the fire because every word you write i want to scream at you lier you say i cant change but niether have you tried i am willing to because without you id have died you saved me forever you gave me a chance you showed me what true love was you showed me romance do i regret the things that i did i say live and let live cause you got away with worse but i still did forgive but you only show your side and make me look so pathetic but every word you speak you'll live to regret it because if are love is truly lost then we shall both feel the pain from the tips of are toes to the depths of are brain but for now my love in these tears i will wollow but not for long because im growing hollow

as i gather all my thoughts to throw away the pain stopping all the tears that are flowing down like rain giving in to future giving in to change so close we were to perfection and now were out of range forgot how it all started couldnt even care cant remember our last kiss or the first one that we shared your lips no more caress my hand but yet i havent yearned love is but a memory and i must let it burn saying goodbye seemed hard at first but then i remember who you are how every chance we had to work i was left with a new scar so so long love i have to addmit these times they were the best but atleast for now i must bury us into a sleepless rest

i linger ever so close to the brink i hear the words that you dare to think i am here i am lost i engulf the endless abyss i am enraged cause i cant feel your kiss i am forgotten i am alone i still sense the traces of what we were i need no remorse i made this occur i am hollow i am empty i hover by your side catching every glimpse i can i am a broken husk that once you called your man i am endless i am your essence forget me not!

im having suicidal thoughts rendering my mind paralized tears running down my face lookin for places to hide from the pain,mind strain, going against the grain gotta keep my brain in the right lane,insane to many feelings of loneliness no last kiss couldnt take the risk of a near miss joyful bliss is coming to an end you lost girlfriend aint got nomore letters to send intend to live to a good age physco rage membrane trapped in a cage turn the page

im having suicidal thoughts rendering my mind paralized tears running down my face lookin for places to hide from the pain,mind strain, going against the grain gotta keep my brain in the right lane,insane to many feelings of loneliness no last kiss couldnt take the risk of a near miss joyful bliss is coming to an end you lost girlfriend aint got nomore letters to send intend to live to a good age physco rage membrane trapped in a cage turn the page