tester's blog: "wyoming and me"

Oh good heavens, baby where's my medicine? I must have left it outside with my etiquette The undertaker's rule of thumb It's hard to talk with a novocain tongue This room smells like hotel illness The scars I hide are now your business I can't seem to make hair nor hide of this No baby love is not a punishment. Hypnotize by your rotten behavior This week's fashion is last year's flavor I got a head full of sermons and a mouth full of spiders The politics of the world's greatest liar So tell me baby is it true all those things that they say about you...

To lessen my troubles I stopped hanging out with relatives And empty saviours like you I wish I had a nickel for every miracle That you easily tricked me into You can lead a horse to water But faith is another matter So don't you surrender Cause sometimes salvation In the eye of the storm I've no time for accusations Or conversations on all the bad, bad things you do. Just a note from your jailor Drugs and the relations To all the people around you You can lead a horse to water But faith is another matter So don't you surrender Cause sometimes salvation In the eye of the storm I've kept secret your superstitions And all its twisted wisdom That I fell into Sister can you try and find me?

You know I've seen that face before I'm not sure if I want it to be that old face I used to see. cause that's the one that left me all alone took my feelings and hung them out to dry never gave a reason why yes I know I fell from grace before but all that's gonna end sun's gonna rise again I'll be listening to those lies again sun's gonna rise cos (cause) I went back for more guess I never learned my lesson well I went straight back into hell but when the lightning hits the stormy sky no one cares about who'll be left to cry and there ain't no reason why yes I know I led the chase before the chase is gonna end you feeling sorry for yourself don't affect my mental health no more I've had enough and it's over sun's gonna rise again I'll be listening to those lies again sun's gonna rise

When will I die When will I marry Why do I cry for nothing sometimes Why do I feel like I'm in a hurry Feels like a race and I'm out of time Like a lover turning into a friend Somewhere a heart is getting broken again How does the whole thing end? I want to believe in something for real I want to believe in something I feel I want to believe it's all that I need I want to believe Who will be king and who will be begger? When will I have this mystery solved? Who said a ring could mean love forever Nothin's for sure except growing old Will I always be here spinning my wheels Or does misforturne have a hand in the deal Is that how my fate is sealed? I want to believe love has a chance to survive The dream to be as one I want to believe in a nurturing love And not just a sacrifice Where is my home and where am I going? When will I know and how will I know? I had a lover who turned into a friend I had a heart but it got broken again And I don't know if it ever will mend Is this how the whole thing ends

A hot and windy august afternoon Has the trees in constant motion With a flash of silver leaves As theyre rocking in the breeze The boy lies in the grass with one blade Stuck between his teeth A vague sensation quickens In his young and restless heart And a bright and nameless vision Has him longing to depart You move me --- You move me --- With your buildings and your eyes Autumn woods and winter skies You move me --- You move me --- Open sea and city lights Busy streets and dizzy heights You call me --- You call me --- The fawn-eyed girl with sun-browned legs Dances on the edge of his dream And her voice rings in his ears Like the music of the spheres The boy lies in the grass, unmoving Staring at the sky His mother starts to call him As a hawk goes soaring by The boy pulls down his baseball cap And covers up his eyes Too many hands on my time Too many feelings --- Too many things on my mind When I leave I dont know What Im hoping to find When I leave I dont know What Im leaving behind...

So you found yourself a killer The one with blue eyes I guess the blood stain on the blanket don't lie I guess I saw it coming Like a boy I just kept running But through this crime I have survived They're gonna hang you from the cypress tree The crowd gonna cheer when the see you swing Yeah, they're gonna hang you from the cypress tree Tell me now do you believe? Glory Halleluia, I raise my glass up to you And I bow my head with utmost respect And I think its only fair to warn you That there's a storm that's coming up on you And like a wind and the rain My words are direct They're gonna hang you from the cypress tree The crowd gonna cheer when the see you swing Yeah, they're gonna hang you from the cypress tree Tell me now do you believe? It's a funny word "friends" You get beginnings and you got ends I guess I see you when we're ashes again They're gonna hang you from the cypress tree The crowd gonna cheer when the see you swing Yeah, they're gonna hang you from the cypress tree Tell me now do you believe?

i can feel the world around me i can sense your doubts you could have guessed that it was coming back around to you yea you should have figured it out and this is pain in from the world outside your window so much pain was it really worth the price? i don't like to point this out i hate to see your flaws you're like a car crash with no survivors and noone feels the loss and this is pain i see through you like a window do you like pain like another fool i know copyright metalwolf music. 2004

yea i know how ya feel musta been really hard to know exactly where i was coming from and as i write this down you find it hard to deal with i think surprise was all you had left it was a shotgun momma that took you by suprise you never saw it comin you never saw it comin it was a shotgun momma that's made you lay down you never saw it comin you never saw it comin you might feel some distaste thats normal i assure you i've felt it for years and i feel i've outgrown you times layin down beside me and we agree we're glad to have known you it was a shotgun momma that put tears in your eyes you never saw it comin and you never stopped runnin it was a shotgun momma made you realize i was off and gunnin you never saw it comin metalwolf music ©

for someone important Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry ok sunshine i'm awake i was dreamin of you and every breath you take smile again make my heart break miss you baby miss you baby ok lover i'm here i'm longing for you and i want to hold you near kiss your lips and wisper in your ear miss you baby miss you baby you don't have to sleep to dream close your eyes baby see what i mean you don't have to sleep to dream hold me close baby see what i mean end of the day and the moons hung low no chance of me goin away kiss your lips again and i say i love you baby i love you baby you don't have to sleep to dream close your eyes baby see what i mean you don't have to sleep to dream hold me close baby see what i mean

You always wanted more Than I could give you, You always wanted more Than I had, You painted a bad picture And it don't look good, You've been flying too high, You get shot from the sky. You've got everything that I own, My love and my heart, You milk blood from the stone I'd rather waste my time Than waste myself, Cause your'e a problem And I know the solution.... Where's my gun. You always wanted more Than I could give you, You always wanted more Than I had, Shooting at a target, I know I'll miss, I thought you'd answer With a kiss. Girl you're full of the devil, You know how to make me cry, Gimme, gimme, gimme is all I hear. I'd rather waste my time than waste myself, Cause you're a problem and I know the solution. . .give me my gun. You always wanted more Than I could give you, You always wanted more Than I had, Oh baby, oh baby, oh baby baby, oh baby... Give me my gun. You always wanted more Than I could give you, I'd rather waste time Than waste myself, I'd rather waste me baby Than waste you baby. Don't waste my time. Oh baby, oh baby, oh baby baby, oh baby What have I done? You always wanted more Than I could give you, You always wanted more Than I had, You always wanted more Than I could give you, You always wanted more Than I had