well,.. hmm whats to say?? i just got back from cali. was tryin to get surgery. but just ended up visiting family instead. i drove over 3,500 miles with my 2 boys. and made it from cali. to south dakota in 26 hrs drivin all night thru. was nice tho. my boys got to see the ocean for first time and we spent a lot of time in the mountains too. i learned to chop and sell sum wood oak and cedar and wow!! talk about beautiful scenery. miss it there alot! ummm other than that.. i spend a lotta time at home for now,..i been now fighting a disease that leaves me in pain most the time. for about 2 yrs ive been out of commission going thru surgerys...3 from last yr alone and going to pain clinics havin needles put in my back and other fun shit. and im still!! fighting the drs. arghhh. lol so i love to smile. whenever i have days i can smile... im on cloud 9.sigh' i have a passion for music.i believe it can put your mind in a better place or worse depending on who ur listening too. and my boys...well theyre my reason for living. i have a 4 and 2 yr old who have the greatest personalitys. theyre just my pride and joy. my oldest is learnin to ride a sk8 board. and the youger ones learned to ride a bike. i couldnt be prouder. :) ohh and obviously i love to owrite. lol anyways thats a bit about me and mine. thanks for visitin hugz and luv 2 u all., t.