Firestar Queen Goddessmember of the fuba's blog: "2015"

Can't sleep

Tears are still falling-

                             -lost-

Left here alone with this.....

I had a home

Full of love.

I had a mother

Who was my everything.

Touch me here n there
Break the chains holding me back.

Kiss me now,
Tear down the walls around my heart.

Glowing light around us tonight
Fire of love burning bright
Love me all night long
Take all my desire
Let me love you......completely....
Share the desire with me
Accept the forbidden passion deep inside me
Just let me love you.

I saw U afar before U saw me
Fated 2 be 4-ever mine
U are the falling star
I dared 2 capture
U became my heart's desire
U became my reason 2 dare all, 
the hidden dreams speaking 2 me within your haunting eyes n smile.
U became my Project in life twisted realities.
Now....
U see me.
U are reaching out 2 me.
Project U has become my entire world.

Hello,
Are you, my dream coming true?
Can I just stand here ~for a moment~
Basking in this stirring feeling, 
You are bring out in me.

This heart of mine

Broken ~n~ beaten down

Still believes in Love.

This soul of mine

Chained ~n~ locked up

Still lingers in hope.

This body of mine

Aching ~n~ shivering

Still wants 2 love U.

This is everything I want

This is all waiting for U

All U need 2 do~ is complete me.

This dream

This love

These are endless as time.

These eyes of mine are weeping

This is my fate ~until~ U are mine

This desire can't let go ~but~ this desire is till holding on to us.

This n that

Can't be real ~until~ I see in front of me

These fingers can't touch your naked flesh ~until~ I undress U.

This longing has to be set free

These lips must taste u

This~ is all I can think-n-live for.

Here I am

Lost again, hoping not dream of him no more,

Yet here am standing in the moonlight of lust and desire.

Here he comes flowing like reality has no hold upon my dreams anymore.

Keep still my beating heart 

Love can't be

Be still my stirring soul

U can't soar high above the world

~yet~

Here comes the flames of passion

He has chipped away the stones surrounding my heart-n-soul

He has to be merely a dream

So.....

Come morning, I will not remember his touches upon my flesh or his haunting kisses upon lips.

Here I am

Lost again, Praying for this dream to wander away, I can't have this in my reach,

Yet here he is,

Making all my dreams soaring as they will never fade away.

Keep trying to fall asleep,

But

He is invading my thoughts

Room is hot

~yet~

Its cold to the bone as I rise from my bed shivering with need of him to hold me

Here in the darkness, I can feel his fingers moving up and down my spine,

Passion is dancing across the walls like an erotic dream~

I can no longer refuse

~yet~

He is just dream,

I must resist with all my strength and will

Here I am

Complete lost to him

How do I resist his pull upon my heart and soul, when this feeling is too strong to ignore

Now his love is showing me, he is no longer bound only in my dreams.

Keep away

Falling into my dream abyss of him

Why~

Is this happening now?

Is he real or just mere wicked dream tearing all my wall down forever?

Love is.......blossoming from nothing

Emotions have started......to......... stir within me

Here comes, 

The roller-coaster of endless trouble~

Reaching out

Daring 2 belong

Love has to be true 

                           ~this time~

'Cause

I can no longer stand alone.

Eyes are open

Body is waiting

Here comes the fiery longing flowing free 

                                                          ~once~ 

Locked away deep inside me

Risking all

Believing 

            ~this time~ 

Its going to last forever

Love has begun for Us

Tears are falling 

                       ~cause~ 

You have broken down my resistance.

My heart's desire 

Wicked thoughts flowing

I'm breathing with endless freedom again

Wanting things~ 

We can share as one....... is playing

                                                  ~like~ 

A endless movie upon movie screen within your eyes

Sinfully~ 

I take, all you are offering to me

No longer right or wrong, I welcome my fate in your arms of love

Fearing nothing.

Love is blossoming,

I can no longer hide

Run

or fight it.

Touch me

             ~like~

You can't stop yourself.

Kiss me

          ~like~

am your only way to breathe.

Caress me 

              ~like~

If you let go of me, 

I will be forever out of your reach.

Can you see-n-feel this desire only for you soaring out of control.

Day-n-Night

Night-n-Day, I only love you.

Each moment, I live....is for you and making all your dreams come true.

Never

Ever, can I live without you.

Everything is right, when you are loving me, in those special wicked ways only you can do.

In so many ways, I can't dream life without you in my world 

                                                                                     ~or~ 

Boldly walk away from this love, you are solely giving to me.

Time after time, I lingering here in the our night passion,

'Cause here,

Am forever safe and never lacking with your endless love.

If I was to walk the streets of life, 

I would be always carrying a wicked smile upon my face, 

Telling all about what you did to me last night behind closed doors.

If this love was to be our secret,

Sorry my love, 

now the entire world knows because its showing upon face.

You have shown me the way to soar.

Never

Ever, can this love be false.

I know deep down within me, you are real and forever

                                                                            ~so~

Don't ever let me be without you.

Heaven above, along with the glimmering stars know all about us, they are smiling 

                                                                                                                    ~because~ 

We finally got it right.