I have two prominant nicknames these days that I wanted to share with all of you and if any of you have an interest in where they came from, msg me and I will tell you the story behind them ..
The 1st is: Nerise (pronounced Near' reese)
The 2nd is: As my call name here on CT states, Matron Fang.
I am part Native American, Cherokee and Oglala (Lakota) Sioux, French, & English in heritage though most of my blood is Native American and I am proud of it. I have a Native American name given to me by a tribal elder if you are interested in knowing what it is, ask me.
I need everyone to know that I am not here on CT because I am looking for a relationship or that I am into that element on here where people are showing and sharing themselves explicitly. I am here to make friends and have good conversations. If you are interested in me in any sexual manner then you are barking up the wrong tree. I have been propsitioned quite a few times and I am currently considering leaving CT because of it. I like it here, I enjoy the friends that I have made thusfar but if the other element I have encountered here is the mass majority, then I must leave.
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I AM A SCI-FI/FANTASY(That means Swords and Sorcery, Dragons, Castles etc genre) NOVELIST ... IM MOTHER TO A GORGEOUS, SMART, LOVABLE TODDLER SON AND AN ADORABLE INFANT DAUGHTER(RIP Dec 1st 2006 who is dearly and greatly missed) -
I used to train horses for a living and love being around them. I would love to start doing that kind of job again if I can get my health back in good enough order. Horses and wolves are my all time favorite animals though I respect all of the creatures of the world. I'm all about nature, music, spending time with friends and loved ones ... I've been told I have a very good heart though sometimes that can be used against a person. I believe that all people have their strengths and weakness and that we should accept them as they are unless they are detrimental to your peace of mind, financial stability or your life, in which case you might want to reevaluate your relationship with them.
We each have our own paths in life and no matter what path in our religion, spiritaulism, orientation or race, we have to keep in mind that the Higher Power (who I call Wakan Tanka or Great Spirit and others call by many other names) created us all and we should respect that. Live and Let Live... Live, Love, Laugh and Be Who You Are!!!!
I practice both Native American ceremony and Wiccan and am strong and proud of both.
Buried at PhotoCasket My daughter's funeral was on Dec. 8th and I read the following poem to the gathered there. It brought a great many of them to tears!
Little Pains (c) Nerise (2006)
How bad is a life without love to give?
Well I say to myself, that's a horrible life to live
When I wake up every night crying to hear,
That one little voice, that brings me to tears,
You were not all mine, for so many loved you,
But I hurt when you felt even on ounce of pain.
One night of sickness, that horrible strain,
Then the days we tried to save you, all in vain.
You were as precious as a rose to me,
You were my morning and night star.
I cry when they say your name,
I die inside when I think of your pain.
You live inside me all the days,
While I stand beside your grave,
I think of you always at night
As I gaze upon your empty cradle
Little Pains (c) Nerise (2006)
Buried at PhotoCasket
