I feel like alot of time I live in a world that is not my own and I am loosing my mind by living in it. I walk the earth wondering what does it all mean. Is the things that happen to people happen for a grander purpose or does the pain people endure, because with happiness you must always endure some pain, or you will never become a strong person. I look at the people that I enteract with in this world and I wonder do they really know what happiness is or do they just try to act like happiness is what they have. I have listened to this song disturbia several times today. And it fits me perfectly. I think I live in disturbia.... LOL