danni fallen angel from disgrace's blog: "a fallen disgrace of an angel"

Everything is hitting me all at once. I'm tired, annoyed, and exhausted... I hate my job, it pays shit to all the work I do there. I really am stressed out with school too. I need to get my grades up for National Honor Society. I'm slacking off this year which I can't afford. I need to get my ass in gear with College and I need to make sure I retake the SATs over again. I did terrible the first time. Blahh, I really need to go study for my AP English quiz. I should be doing a lot of things instead of being too lazy to do them. I need to rest and get up to part. Sorry for my rambling but it helps when I sometimes get over stressed.

Drown Anguish, Hatred, Pain is what I endure My tears will all have a name, By the time my eyes stop this time, I still taste the tragedy on my tongue. I’ll scream louder than before, Tear your insides apart, I’ll be drowning you out, By the time I stop this rage. Try me this time, I’ll be making you want to leave, You didn’t except me to endure much more nor did you? I’m not holding my tongue back anymore. I’ll scream louder than before, Tear your insides apart, I’ll be drowning you out, By the time I stop this rage. This fight is a battle against you now, No more pain for my life this second, I’ll push you to the ground, The screaming and yelling won’t stop till you are gone. I’ll scream louder than before, Tear your insides apart, I’ll be drowning you out, By the time I stop this rage. Leave if you want to get out alive, Better start running before my screaming begins, No one Miss nice girl, Time for you to repay all you’ve done to my soul. I’ll scream louder than before, Tear your insides apart, I’ll be drowning you out, By the time I stop this rage. Drown, Drown, Drown, Raging is all that I have now, I bestow my hatred upon you, You’ll regret all you did right now….. I’ll scream louder than before, Tear your insides apart, I’ll be drowning you out, By the time I stop this rage. I’ll be drowning you out………….. drowning you out……….

I really am freezing in my house. I hate when it feels more like winter than fall. Fall is my favorite season and soon enough it'll be snowing. I don't really care for the snow anymore. I hate the cold honestly. October is my favorite month too. Haunted houses, candy, decorations for Halloween, leafs, and etc makes me adore this time of the month. I really wish my dad have enough money to put our heater up a lot but no money is scarce in my life. arghhh. I wish I could get up and get a blanket but i'm too cold to even move for the sake of my spot becoming cold.. Okay, sorry about my rambling on the cold but I'm verrryyy bored.. So yea that is my first blog. I'll probably do some poems.