I can't get you outta my mind..
I am sitting here thinking of you & that special love we once shared.I am trying so,so very hard to adjust to not having you in my life other than as a friend,But Not a second goes by that I don't think of you.I miss your smile,the way you look at me,your laugh & most of all your arms & your kisses..Knowing this may never be again..You are always in my thoughts & dreams.The love we had was a special love & how can I just pretend it never existed?I cry myself to sleep many nights thinking of you & I have many sleepless nights wondering if I have lost you forever.How can I stop loving you just like that?The answer to that question is I can't because when I love,I love hard..You will be in my heart & on my mind forever.I may only have you just as a friend for the rest of my life but I will always love you forever.I can't stop loving you no matter how I try.What we had lasted for almost a year & a half & that time together can not & will not ever be forgotten by me.In the time were together we have had tears of sadness,tears of joy,We have been there for each other,We made each other smile,laugh & love again when we thought this kind of love was impossible..We were there when we needed each other & we loved each other unconditionally no matter what got thrown our way,as long as we were together we could withstand & do anything.How can I go on without you & the special love we had?
