Hello everyone, It been awhile since I last wrote. I have been busy with family and work. Some much has change for me. One, I have a job that at one point I loved but now I can't wait to leave. My oldest daugther may be pregant. My daughters just got a new job and for my youngest its her frist job.
I'm still with the Mister, but that about to end real soon. I had enough. Everyday its something new, and I just can't take it anymore. He asked me to marry him. After 9 years he finally asked and I couldn't give him an answer. Fially I say if your seious, than I want a ring. Do you think I got one. Of course not, 10 years on March 8, and still he can't make up his mind.
Maybe I'm the stupid one. I stayed. Even though I left, went to Nashville, I came back thinking he really cared about me and my children. I was so wrong. So enough is enough. I'm so FED UP I DON'T KOW WHAT TO DO.
The lovemaking is not up to what I need right now. I just have sex just to be having sex. No passion. Just he wake me up, and do what he do and go to sleep. My friend Tom (wink) are good friend now.
Well, I guess that all for now, I have two hour to kill, my children are at work, the Mister is finally asleep. He will be home for one week. A vacation. OMG I'M GOING TO DIE!!!!
So, Until I write again.
