Tendereyez's blog: "A poem"

Have you ever had to make a choice that you didn't want to do but felt like you had no choice in the matter and it made you angry? Well this year has been nothing but hard for me in many ways it started in April when I went to see the birth of my great niece. Which I do not regret doing but unfornately I left my kids with my ex. Well we got stuck in California for a month and while there my ex was pulling some shit and my dad was diagnosed with brain cancer. When I came back not only dealing with the fact that my dad was ill and was dying but my ex told me that he was keeping my boys and they were going to be living with him because I was wrong for being stuck in California. Well they stayed with me dispite what he said at that time. He then told me I had to make a decision within a certain time period and it was lose my boys to him or get back together with him he had it all planned out. Due to the fact I had been out of work since January and still no job, and being stuck in California for such a long time he would get me for abandonment. So I got with him but I never said I would stay forever and that is what he is thinking I guess. It is hard when you are forced to do something you do not want to do and how can anyone expect you to be with them forever and to not want to cheat I do not understand this concept. I am only here for my kids cuz I would do anything for them even be in a relationship I do not want to be in.

here is a poem that I wanted to share I have a lot more but do not have them at this time I will share them when I get them back from my cousin. Sorrow Copy write of Trina Jensen Tears of sorrow downward flowfrom deep with in my very soul. My heart aches with sorrow from the things my eyes behold. Sold your very soul for the devilish thing that bag holds. Oh the sorrow thats deep inside my very soul Tears of sorrow downward flow that bag you hold has withered your very soul. I see your children hungry for food. Every dime you have spent on that devilish bag you hold. Tell me what do you have to show from that devilish thing that has taken your very soul. Your children have no parent to guide them .Tears of sorrow down ward flow. The baby is crying though your ears hear nothing as you sleep away the high you are partaken in. The oldest caring for the babies only 6 years of agea baby taking care of babies. Tears of sorrow down ward flow They cry cuz they are hungry your ears do not hear.They are dirty no parent to care. The children you have no more they are gone like all the vaulables that you once owned. Tears of sorrow down ward flow.Sirens I hear the ambulance grows nearer. Could it be please tell me it is not Tears of sorrow downward flow. With a needle in your arm they found you dead on arrival they called you. Another overdose they say what a shame. Tears of sorrow downward flow. Children lost in the system no more parents they have. Another soul lost to a devilish bag.Tears of sorrow downward flow.