shake's blog: "The,Rock"

Soon,I Will Take A Walk Out Into The Desert..Find,A Hill,Make A Fire And Walk Back Into My Past,To,The Days I Sat At My Nama`s Knee And Learned To Be Cherokee..Back,To My Past Of Pain And Sarrows Way Beyond Those Of The White Man..
This,Walk I Must Make By Myself..A,Thought Of What I Have Lost And How To Re Learn Them All over Again..To,Listen To What Is Around Me And To See Where It Is Going To Take Me..To,Be Who I Am Supposed To Be Cherokee..My,Nama Gave My Name To Me " Na Ha Wa Sta" ( Old ) Cherokee..Meaning." Wind Walker"..One,Who Helps Those In Need,Listen To Those That Talk And,Learn About Them..
To,See The Past Of My Children As They Grow Up Into Adulthood,Their Mother And How She Caused A Hurt To Them And Me..My,Past..Is,Filled With A Pain Inside You Will Never Understand,A Loss Of A Love,A Friend And Wife To Me..The ,Day This Happened Will Always Be With Me..The,Years Have Past But I Still See Her Laying There In Our Bed..With,A Calm That I Cannot Describe In Words..That,Day When My Life Ended..My,Great Creator Took My Love And My Life Away..Left,Me Feeling Very Empty And Very Much Alone..I,Must Not Dwell On That Past Part Of My Life,I,Must Re Learn To Be Cherokee..She,Will Live Deep Inside My Heart , Where Our Memories Together Live As One..The,Life We Shared From The Begining To That Day..
Being,Cherokee Gives Me Insight To Where I Was To Where I Must Go..My,Name Gives Me That Sight,From The Clouds Above To Ground Below,From The Pasts To The Futures Of Mine And,Yet This Goes No Where Unless I Can Hear That Which Is Around Me..And,See It Plus Feel It..When,My Lady Passed,I Gave Up On My Life As I Saw It..It`s, Called " A,Slow Walk Of Death"..One,Where I Do Not Care Where It Takes Me..Yes,I Have Copd (Still Smoking) And Desintion Chagas,Both Have No Cure..Leave,With Me Or Stay Behind,Means Nothing To Me Anymore..I,Have Forgotten What It Means To Love,To Care And To Be Myself As It Was Supposed To Be..My,Nama Looks Down On Me Shaking Her Head.."You,Will Learn My Son,You Will Learn..Open,Your Heart To Those That Seek It,Open Your Heart To The One You Love,Let Her Inside To Heal Your Heart..You,Are Cherokee,Forgive Those That Hurt You And Yours..Let,That Pain Go"...Now,I Am My Walk,Alone In My Thoughts,The Tears Flow For ALL The Losses In My Past And Now..Those,Tears No One Can See,They Are Silent And Again Flowing Down My Cheeks..I,Cry For The Loss Of My Life And Those Around Me,And For Those I Cared Deeply For..My,Love Now Is For One,One Who Will Never Know What I Hide Inside..Be,Who You Are,And,Let No One Change You..Change,For Someone And They Never Wanted You In The First Place,They Wanted Someone Else..Close,Your Eyes And See Whats Around You..Breath,Sigh And Walk You Own Path..For,This I Am Na Ha Wa Sta,Cherokee Warrior..
Have,A Great Week My Loves And Friends And Family..