angeltrouble's blog: "about me:"

As many knew, i was MasterWizard r/t slave for awhile... We also were old grade school friends as well. This was in today local paper. I pasted it just the was it was listed... He will be missed, just not by family but also by all who knew him, in person and online as well as in business. I lost a great friend when he passed away, even though he was mad as hell at me lately. Rest in Peace dear friend.... Terry Ginder SPRINGFIELD - Terry "Wizard" Ginder, 53, of Springfield died Saturday, Nov. 3, 2007, at his home. Terry was born July 2, 1954, in Springfield, the son of Jack Ginder and Juanita Faulkner. He married Ann E. Elfgen on Sept. 24, 1998; they renewed their vows Sept. 18, 2001, in Springfield. Terry owned and operated Northside Tattoo and The Wizard's Pen Tattoo shops. He had been a tattoo artist for more than 30 years. He was preceded in death by his father, Jack Ginder; and brother, Lee Ginder. He is survived by his wife, Ann E. Ginder of Springfield; three sons, Harold "Beno" Elfgen, James Elfgen and Tommy (wife, Nicole) Elfgen, all of Springfield; mother, Juanita (husband, Danny) Ginder of Springfield; stepmother, Nancy Ginder of Springfield; seven grandchildren; a great-grandchild; and a brother, Danny Ginder of Springfield. Cremation will be accorded by Butler Cremation Tribute Center. No public ceremonies are planned. The family of Wizard is being served by Kirlin-Egan and Butler Funeral Home, 900 S. Sixth St. Please visit the online life story at www.butlerfuneralhomes.com to offer your condolences.

Wow!! Things change in amazing ways... I have been selected to do a traveling photo display about people with diabetis... It is called "Meet the Faces of Change"... and i am not photogenic at all, darn i can't even spell that word, lol... The photography will be here today October 1, 2007 and will follow me around in what i do during the day... guess no sleeping all day, no yelling at my kids, hmmmm probably a good idea to where clothes, dont ya think, giggling.... ohh and no sex in front of him. Do not want to have THAT shown all throught the United States, lol... Enjoy the month of October A/all!! After all it is a month of changes... Okay.... the photo shoot went fairly well, except i had to pretend the photographer wasnt there... NOW that was hard to do considering, he was hmmm good looking... tall, blak hair, scruffy beard, blue eyes... and a gorgeous smile.. and i well... i told him all of this and he blushed... go figure, lol... he was so cute and adorable and young!!!! geesh i will i was in my twenties again, giggling...

I have just starting writing a book... been comissioned to write it actually... It will be avout the difference between being a daddy and a father. All of us have fathers those who just provide the basic requirements of life (actually life itself), but there are a few that actualy provide more, they provide the love of life. These men are the daddys in a child's life. Be them the stepdad's or the man who adopts a child at birth or later when the mom re marries. This book is about those men, who come and take the whole package. My great grandmother married one of those, my dad was one, my husband was one and hopefully my daughter will find one. This book is part of who and what I am and I am writing it from the soul... It will take awhile to write, but as I write I will be looking for a publisher and readers to edit... if you know of any let me know via here and I will follow through... thanks to a great bunch of people.....

I am what I am... true to myself, looking for just the right person and having fun until I figure out who that is. I am a student of history, just finishing up on my Master's degree in history, (yes even old people go back to school, try it you will like it!!!)... Some things are worth trying once, some worth trying twice...