B a B i E V's blog: "ABOUT ME"

SO I WONDER WHAT LABELS U A GOOD MOTHER?? WHAT LABELS YOU A GOOD PERSON??  I THOUGHT IF YOU RESPECTED OTHER PEOPLE AND THEIR FELINGS, TRY TO LEAD YOUR KIDS IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION..TEACH THE RIGHT FROM WRONG...BUT IF THEY DONT FOLLOW YOUR ADVICE, I PRAY EVERY NGHT THAT GOD WIL WATCH OVER MY KIDS AND HELP LEAD THE PATH.. I THINK GOD SKIPPED ME BY, I THINK HE HAS HIS HEADPHONES ON WHEN I TALK..LIFE IS HARD BEING A SINGLE MOTHER IS HARD NOW IT CHRISTMAS AND I THINK ANY PARENT CAN AGREE THATS THE 1 DAY NOTHING ELSE MATTERS ALL U WANT TO SEE IS THOSE SMILES THE LAUGHS, THE HAPPINESS.... BUT THINGS ARE SO EXPENSIVE THIS SOCIETY ALMOST MAKES IT IMPOSSIBLE TO B ABLE 2 DO THAT ANYMORE.... TOYS ARE SO EXPENSIVE... IM SAD IM SAD 85% OF THE TIME THERES ALWAYS LIL WORRIES IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD.. I PUT ON A FACE EVERYDAY AND HOPE FOR THE BEST... GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS TELL PPL YOUR FINE WHEN DEEP DOWN UR HURTING SO MUCH.IM TIRED OF HURTING..WHEN IS IT GONA B MY TIME TO SMILE TO LIKE WHAT I SEE IN THAT MIRROR I LOOK IN EVERYDAY. WHEN?? SUMTIMES I THINK NEVER I THINK I WAS SKIPPED, PAST BY IDK. I HAVE TAUGHT MY KIDS FROM RIGHT AND WRONG.. WHAT DO YOU WHEN THEY SDTART GOING DWN THE WRONG PATH?? IF UVE READ MY OTHER BLOGS THEN U KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH..I WANT MY DAUGHTER TO BE HER OWN PERSON A STRONG MINDED PERSON...NOT A FOLLOWER. IM SINGLE, ITS ME AND MY 2 KIDS I DONT BRING DIFFERENT PPL AROUND MY HOUSE I DONT BELIEVE IN MY KIDS SEEING ME WITH DIFFERENT GUYS..I DONT LET 2 MANY PPL INTO MY HEART BECAUSE 9 OUT OF TEN TIMES IMMA GET HURT ANYWAY..I DNT ASK FOR DIAMONDS I WANT HAPPINESS I WANT MY HEART TO FEEL CONTENT... I WANT TO GO TO BED EVERYNIGHT KNOWING I DID THE BEST I COULD THAT DAY TO MAKE MY LIFE A LIL BETTER A LIL EASIER...I GO TO BED THINKING ABOUT THE BAD THINGS I COULDA DONE THIS I SHOULVE DID THINGS THIS WAY.. WHAT DO U DO WHEN ALL U CAN THINK ABOUT IS THE BAD?? I WANT TO B HAPPY. IM SO SAD MOST OF THE TIME DOIN WHAT I GOTTA DO 2 SURVIVE TO DO THE RIGHT THING!!MY KIDS ARE MY LIFE THEY ARE ALL I HAVE!!!I WANT THEM 2 HAVE THE BEST. IM LONELY ILL ADMIT IT.. I WONDER IF ILL EVER FIND SUMONE THAT LOVES ME 4 ME AND NOT GONNA HURT ME.. I WONDER... I HATE BEING ALONE, I HATE NOT HAVING ANY1 TO TALK TO WHEN I NEED TO.

so i guess i need to tell alil about myself.. lets see well start were the hell began.... at around 13 i started runnin away, thought i new everything thought i knew how life was, finally on the fourth time my parents sent me to a homeless shelter for kids, they signed their rights away and changed their number, if i wanted to talk to them i had to call their lawyer.Ii have 2 kids , abused in bth.. i have major teust issues. i have had long term relationships but got hurt ieveryone... i dnt ask for alot i just want honesty loyalty, 50/50 and affection, loving affection. is that alot. i dnt care if u go out i aint one of those bitches that wana hide their man. if the trust is their, then why not let them do wat they want, ur only chasin them away by holdin them down. ull also learn that i write alot of blogs when im feelin down. i write better that way. what i say is my word. i dont lIE. it only catches up to u. and i HATE drama, so dont NEVER bring it to me. i get down on myself for things in the past and i want the best for my kids, they are the world to me id b nothing without them. my family are extremely important. im a very shy girl but once u know me, im the life of the party. im a BONNIE lookin for my CLYDE ya dig. but im not searchin i blieve god will give it to me when the time is ready. i tend to push ppl away rather thn give them a chance in my heart. my heart is gold if i let u in UR SPECIAL!!! peace BABIEV

    DONT KNOW, AS U KNOW IM FEEING SAD THATS WHEN I WRITE THE BEST.  iVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ALOTA SHIT LATELY, GOT A PMOTION AT WORK, SO IM WORKING MY ASS OFF FOR PENNIES.  F YOUV READ ALL MY OTHER BLOGS, ULL KNOW A LIL BOUT ME. ( 4 THOSE WHO DONT, REAL QUICK. .  I WAS LIVING IN A HOMELESS SHLTER ATTHE AGE OF 13 14 I 4 GET. . . I HAVE 2 KIDS 2 TWO DEADBEAT DADDIES ONE WHO EAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME, HIS DAUGHTER AS DEAD 3 MINUTES, 1 POUND AND TNY AS FUCK SHE WAS 3 MONTHS RE MATURE. YES I HAVE A PFA.  DNT WANT HIM INH ER LIFE.  MEN HAVE USED ABUSD MENTALLY FINACALLY PHYSICLLY EVERTHING!!! FUCKING EVETYTHING!!!  I LOVE MY KIDS, THEY ARE THE MST IMPORTANT THING 2 ME... I LIVE MY KIDS (LITERALLY) WITHOUT THE, I AM NO1!!  HAVE A 13, AND A 5 YR OLD. MY 13 YR OL (BOTH GIRLS) IS OFF THE HOOK RIGHT NOW, SHES DOING EVERYTHING I DID AT 13, THAT SCARESME. IT REALLY SCARES ME.. I WANT MY BABY BACK. WHERE DID SHE GO. . .  IM SAD.   I LOOK AT HER AND I SEE ME.. THE FUCKED UP THING IS I KNOW SHES RUINING HER LIFE... LOOK AT ME I CANT TRUST NO1 I ANALYZE EVRTHING AND ANYTHING SOMEONE SAYS TOME.  I ALWAYS THINK THE WORST.  I NEVER AVE A HAPPY THOUGHT IT SEEM ANY HAPPY THOUGHT, I MAKE IT IN2 A NEGATIVE BY RIING IT 2 SHREDS IF GET IT?? I THINK SUM1 WANTS SUMTHING FOR EVERYTHIN. I HAVE FAILED RELATIONSHIPS WITH THE RIGHT MEN BECAUSE I PUSH THEN AWAY.  MY SELF ESTEEM SUCKS!!  IT REALLY SUKS!! TONS OF FLAWS!!  I HATE WHAT I SEE.  I COULD TELL YOU A THOUSAND FLAWS, IM DEMANDING, IM EXTREELY APPRICIATIVE, IM EXTREMELY LOVING, I LOVE TO CUDDLE AN I LOVE TO LOVE!!!! I HATE LIERS, I HATE TO B LIED 2. I CANT STRESS THAT ANY MORE ID B BY THE SIDE OF MY MAN IF HE TOLD ME THE TRUT!! I DEMAND THE TRUTH BUT VERY RARELY GET IT!! I HATE LIERS. BUT IM MEAN, I  TAKE MY SADNESS  AND IT COMES OUT SARCASTICALLY ONLY 2 THE ONES THAT ARE CLOSEST 2 ME, I PUSH PPL AWAY. I NEVER GO OUT, IWORK AND IM A MOTHER!! 420 ALL DAY!! IT MAKES ME SANE ( FUCK U IF YA JUDGE) IM A GREAT MOTHER, DO  SEE  SAD FACES ON MY KIDS?  I STRUGGLE WIT DEPRESSION PROBALLY MORE THAN U THINK...   DOES ANY OF THIS MAKE SENSE 2 ANY1?  CUZ I FEEL ALONE LIKE NOONE ELSE WORRIES OR CARES AS MUCH AS I DO, NOT IN A BAD WA MINES IS JUST SO OVERPOWERING IT MAKES ME INTO A PANIKY, NUTCASE!!!    LOL. NO MATER HOW GOOD SUM1 IS FOR ME I RUN WHY?? IM TIRED OF RUNNING, MY FRIEND ON HERE TOLD ME I FORGOT HOW TO B HAPPY, AND HES RIGHT!!  I DID.. I DONT KNOW HOW TO B FUCKING HAPPY AYMORE.. I WORRY ABOUT THINGS CONSTANTLY..WHEN MY MIND RACES, DAMN IT RACES...  I WORRY ABOUT MY KIDS  THE MOST.. FINANCIAL SECOND, THIRD FOURTH AND FIFTH!!!!!!!  JUST WANT TO HAVE A GOOD LIFE, GOOD KIDS, AND I WANA B HAPPY! THATS IT HOW, WHEN YOUVE BEE NHURT YOUR WHOLE LIFE DO U LEARN HO TO B HAPPY AGAIN????  AM I A LOST SOUL... HAVE I BEEN LOST IN THE IND?? DOES ANT1 NOTIC ME? MY MIND MY HEART?? I WONDER I HONESTLY WONDER ARE THEY OUT THERE?? IM AN AMAZING PERSON, ID GIVE YOU THE SHIRT OFF MY BACK.. I DONT THROW FOOD AWAY I GVE IT AWAY!! IM LAID BCK AND I GO WITH THE FLOW.. I FUNNY AND IMSOLOVING WHEN U GOT MY HEART, U GOT A BONNIE, LOOKING FOR HER CLYDE (YA DIG??)  BUT IT GETTIN IT THATS THE STRUGGLE!! SHIT I TEXT CUZ I DNT LIKE THE PHONE!!   (LOL)

BABIEV

**TAPOUT GIRL**   

wELL, MAYBE I NEED SUM ADVICE, IF YALL READ MY OTHER BLOGS THEN YALL ALREADY KNOW A LIL SUMTHIN ABOUT ME.  HERE GOES, WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE SO EMOTIONALLY HURT AND WITHDRAWN THAT WHEN A GOOD PERSON COMES ALONG, U PUSH THEM AWAY?? ANYONE?? GUYS LOVE TO SAY THAT WE LIKE GETTIN BEAT ECT ECT, BUT PPL DONT RELIZE IS THAT YOUR HEART GETS SO EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED AND UN ATTACHED U WANA KILL EM AND LOVE EM AT THE SAME TIME, NO US WOMEN dont LIKE BEIN BEAT, BUT WHEN A GOOD MAN FINALLY STARTS TO TREAT SUM1 RIGHT, WE ARE WONDERING WHAT THAT MANS INTENTIONS ARE THAT HES BEING SO NICE. WE DONT SEE IT (OR AT LEAST ME, TELL ME IF IM WRONG GIRLS) WE DONT SEE A GOOD MAN THAT WANTS "DAMAGED GOODS" WE WANA KNOW WHAT THEY ARE EXPECTING TO GET OUT OF HAVIN A FUCKED UP GIRLFRIEND.  I DONT CHEAT, I DONT LIE, I MAY B 2 BRUTALLY HONEST AND ALL I EXPECT IN RETURN IS A 50/50 THANG GOIN AND HONESTY LOYALTY, FUCK THOSE MATERIALISTIC SHIT, IF YA NEED A MAN JUST FOR THOSE THINGS, GO BACK 2 SCHOOL!! U COULd say IM A bONNIE, LOOKIN FOR MY cLYDE..BUT I DNT THINK HE IS OUT THERE. WHY DO GUYS GET SO JEALOUS. I HAVE 2 KIDS I HAVE BEEN abused in every way possible and right now im unhappy, lonely and whatever else ya wana add on 2 that.  First, i feel like none understands me. i have sum1 that treats my kids like gold, but then is so jealous, and insecure on their part its literally driving me fuckin crazy! I work, come home and take car of my kids, i dnt go out,m i dnt do anything but sit at home after work day in and day out. my kids are VERY WELL behaved. o maybe i should let yall know that neither father helps me with nothing, when i say im on my own i mean it, no1 buys me my vip, i buy it myself. me, i cant ask for those things, they are nice to get but me personally i feel better doing things on my own. i feel like imma die a lonely death i probally hang on my kids more than any1 cuz they are all i have. if any1 they are who sees the real valary!!  only a few of these ppl on fubar do know the real valary or is starting to know the real valary, for that i thank u cuz yall will see im a whole nother world of OMG! didnt know that girl could b so DAMN REAL!!  ID LUV YOUR FEEDBACK

BABIEV

I GUESS ILL START AT THE BEGINNING, WHEN I WAS 14, I WAS RUNNING AWAY. BEIN A LIL  OK, ALOT BAD. MY PARENTS ENDED UP PUTTING ME IN A SHELTER CALLED WHALES TALE.  I GOT 2 MEALS A DAY IT WAS 2 BIG ROOMS , TEN BUNKS IN EACH ROOM. I HAD 2 LEAVE AT 9 AM AND COULD RETURN AT 3. ON WEEKENDS, IT WAS 12PM TILL 9 PM.  I REMEMBER BEING 14 SITTING UP IN MERCY HOSPITAL IN A WAITING ROOM WITH A BAG OF SNACKS AND ID WATCH T.V TILL IT WAS TIME FOR ME 2 GO IN. I MET MY BOYFRIEND ( BABYS DAD) HE DIDNT LIVE THERE BUT UP THE STREET. YOU COULD SAY I WAS PRETTY ARTTACHED 2 HIM, I HAD NOONE, MY PARENT CHANGED THEIR NUMBER SO IF I NEED ANYTHING, ( WHICH COULDNT B MUCH) I HAD TO CALL THEIR LAWYER.  WHILE I WAS THERE, I HAD TO FIGHT FOR MY OWN SHIT, I LIKED IN THE MIDDLE OF *CRACK PROSTITUTE CENTRAL** BAD PLACE ( THE HILL DISTRICT 5TH AVE TP THE PITTSBURGERS HERE)  I HAD NOONE BUT MYSELF, I USED TO RIDE BUSES TO PASS THE TIME, ID GET ON ONE RIDE IT TO THE END, AND THEN CATCH ANOTHER. OH YEA MY (BABYS DAD, NOT AT THE TIME) HE CHEATED ON ME, PPL WOULD COME TELL ME AND HE WOULD DO IT IN FROMNT OF MY FACE. ID LOOK AT PEOPLE ON THE BUS ND WONDER IF THEY HAD KIDS, WHAT THEY LOOKED LIKE, WHAT THEIR ROOM LOOKED LIKE.  I SUFFERED FROM EXTREME SADNESS AND ABANDEDMEN (SP). I NEVER CRIED JUST STUFFED IT DOWN, WHEN I WAS EIGHTENEN, MY PARENTS GAVE ME A CHOICE OF COMMING HOME (I WAS GETTING IN2 TO MANY FIGHTS AND MY PARENTS STARTED LETTING ME COME SPEND WEEKENDS, I WAS 18 ) THEY WE WILLING TO PAY FOR ME TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR WHATEVER I WANTED, ( I CHOSE COSMETOLOGY  : () )I WAS STILL SEEIN MY BF WHEN I COULD HE CHEATED THE WHOLE TIME. WHEN I GRADUATED THAT SAME DAY, I MOVED OUT WITH A FRIEND OF MINE, ( I SEE NOW I WAS PAYING ALL THE BILLS SHE TOOK ADVANTAGE OUT OF ME) WHEN I CAUGHT ON I GOT KICKED OUT BY THEN I WAS PREGNANT WWITH THE *CHEATERS* BABY.  I MOVED IN WITH MY GIRL FOR BOUT 6 MONTHS UNTILK WE GOT AN APARTMENT. NOW WHEN I WAS PREGNANT, MY BABYS DAD DIDNT THINK IT WAS HIS, HE TOLD ME IF I CAME HME WITH HER I HAD 2 GET OUT ( I HAD NOWHERE TO GO) I HID MY PREGNANCY 2 MY PARENTS, I CALLED THEM THE DAY I HAD HER AND SAID " MA I JUST HAD A BABY" ILL NEVER 4GET THESE WORD SHE SAID " YOUR ON YOUR OWN" AND I DIDNT TALK TO HER FOR BOUT THREEE YEARS 5 FROMMY DAD, MY KIDS ARE BI - RACIAL AND MY PARENTS WERE TOTALLY AGAINST IT.  WHEN WE WERE LIVING 2GETHER, HE WOULDNT GIVE ME A KEY, HE THREW ME AND THE BABY OUT ALL THE TIME (12 AT NIGHT , ONE IN THE MORNING, ID COME HOME TO GIRLS IN THE HOUSE I EVENTUALLY LEFT HIM, AT THAT TIME I WEIGHED 250 LBS. HE USED TO TELL ME I WAS FAT AND NO1 WOULD WANT ME, I WAS UGLY, HE WAS PHYSICAL 2 ME BUT NOT THAT MUCH. DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO LOVE SUM1 SO MUCH THAT YOU WANT 2 BREATHE THE SAME AIR, THAT LINGER FOR A HUG HERE AND THERE, AN "I LOVE YOU" A SIMPLE " I NEED YOU"  . IT HURTS HE ENDED UP GOING TO JAMACIA FOR A MONTH WITHOUT TELLING ME THAT WAS ONE OF THE WORST MONTHS OF MY LIFE. I CRIED MY HEART ACTUALLY ACHED ( DOES ANY KNOW WAT IM TALKING ABOUT ) WHEN YOUR HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHEN HE KISSES YOU? ANYHOW THAT WAS HURT NUMBER 1.  I HAD AN APARTMENT FOR 3 MONTHS AND COULDNT BRING MYSELF TO LEAVE HIM, I ENDED UP 1 DAY JUST STANDING UP TELLING HIM THAT I WAS LEAVING HIM.  WE WERE TOGETHER FOR 9 YEARS.  WHEN I MOVED TO MY NEW APARTMENT, I ENDED UP MEETING SOME1 ELSE ( BABYS DAD NO. 2 THATS ALL I SWEAR!!! ) ( LOL) , ANYWAYS THIS ONE WAS WORSE, HE MENTALLY PHYSICALLY ABUSED  ME TO WHERE I WAS UNCONCIOUS.. PPL SAY JUST GET UP AND GO, SUMTIMES YOU CANT. IF HE WENT TO THE 7 ELEVEN I WENT, WHEN I DID LEAVE HIM, HE FOUND ME AND BEAT ME SO BAD ON THE ST I HAD 2 RUN 2 A NEARBY HOUSE.  I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY 5 YEAR OLD, HE TOOK ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE AND PUT A GUN IN2 MY MOUTH AND ASKJED ME IF I WANTED 2 DIE?  ( OF COURSE I SAID YES, BCAUSE AT THAT TIME IT DIDNT MATTER I JUST WANTED OUY.) HE WAS ANOTHER CHEATER HE TAKE MY CAR AND HE CHEATED ON ME   LIKE NOONE HAS EVER CHEATED ON ME B4, HE LIED TO ME ABOUT EVERYTHING FOR EXAPLE ONE DAY HE CALLED E AND TOLD ME HE BOUGHT ME A SURPRISE, WHEN I GOT HOME THERE WAS A BIG SCREEN TV.  3 WEEKS LATER RENT A CENTER KNOCKED ON MY DOOR AND WANTED THEIR SHIT BACK FOR NON PAYMENTS, ( WAT A LIE!!) HE BEAT ME SO BAD 1 NIGHT MY WATER BROKE, I WAS SIX MONTHS.  I HAD HER BY C SECTION, SHE WEIGHED ONE POUND ONE OUNCE, DEAD FOR 2 MINUTES. THEY FED HER MILK THROUGH A SIRINGE. FOR A WEEK SHE HAD 2 WEAR A BLINDFOLD AND B UNDER IIGHTS FOR A WEEK. SHE WAS IN THERE FOR 2 MONTHS..  HE ALSO TOLD ME EVERYDAY THAT NOONE WOULD WANT ME THAT I WAS UGLY ECT ECT  .I HAVE A PERMANENT PFA ( PROTECTION FROM ABUSE)  MTHAT WAS HURT NO2. ( THAT RELATIONSHIP WAS 6)  I MET THIS REALLY NICE GUY, HE TREATED ME LIKE A QUEED.... I NEVER HAD SUM1 TREAT ME SO WELL I HONESTLY THOUGHT ID GET MARRIED, HE ENDED USING DRUGS, AND I CAME HOME TO A EMPTY HOUSE, HE EVEN STOLE MY KIDS CHRISTMAS TOYS.  HE ALSO CHEATED ON WITH A GIRL UNTIL SHE STOLE EVERYTHING FROM HIM.  HE CRUSHED MY HEART. THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME MY PARENTS LIKED ANY1.  OH YEA I GET NO CHILD SUPPORT WHAT SO EVER.  THAT WAS HURT NO. 3. NOW I AM ~~SEEING~~ THIS GUY. I DNT KNOW IF ITS ME OR HIM, HE SMOTHERS ME.  I CANT GO IN THE OTHER ROOM WITHOUT BEING FOLLOWED. I HAD SUCH STRONG FEELINGS, HE WENT THROUGH MY PHNE AND TEXTED PPL HE THOUGHT WANTED ME. ( I KNOW SO DISRESPECTFUL) I THINK HE SUGAR COATS THINGS TO SHUT HIME UP, HE LOVES MY KIDS, MY KIDS ABSOLUTELY ADORES HIM, MY 5 YR OLD HAS ASKED HIM 2 B HER DAD. (SHE CALLS US HER PARENTS!) LOL.  I HAVE A VERY HARD TIME TRUSTING ANY1 WETHER MAN OR FEMALE.  ITS JUST NOT THERE. MY SELF ESTEEM IS SO BAD I HAVE 1 MIRROR IN MY HOUSE ( ITS MEDICINE MIRROR CANT TAKE IT OFF)  I DNT THINK IM GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANY1 SO I SETTLE FOR THE MO FUKRZ  THAT SIT AT HME AND WATCH TV ALL DAY WHILE IM OUT WORKING MY ASS OFF. I LIVE IN A SHITTY ASS APT I SLEEP ON THE COUCH, I DONT WANT GUYS TO BUY ME THINGS I JUST WANT A 50/50 RELATIONSHIPS. I LOOOOVE SURPRISES, ID RATHER SAY " OH I LOVE THAT DRESS" AND YOU SURPRISING ME WITH IT RATHER  THAN SAY " BUY ME THAT" DO THIS , DO THAT. IM IN NO KIND OF GOLDIGGER, IVE STRUGGLED THROUGHT THE WORST OF THE WORST WITH MY EX - MEN.  MY HEART, I AM SO SCARED OF BEING LATE THAT IM PUSHING SUMTHING GOOD AWAY.  I ALWAYS ANALYZE WHAT SUM1 SAYS TO TRY TO WONDER WHAT THEY ARE GAINING  FROM WHAT THEY WANT WITH ME. I FEEL LIKE I CANT GET A GOOD MAN, THEY DESERVE BETTER. WHEN I LOOK IN A MIRROR I SEE FAT, I DNT SEE PRETTINESS. THIS IS ME REAL AS FUCK!! IF YA DNT LIKE LEAVE NOW. ANYWAYS... HOW DO I TRUST AGAIN.  I DNT WANT 2 PASS SUMTHING UP THINKIN THEY WANT THINGS BCAUSE RIGHT NOW IT CRAZY FOR ME TO THINK SUM1 CAN LOVE ME FOR ME. I HAVE A GREAT HEART, I TEND TO GET TAKEN ADVANTAGE OFF. ALL I ASK FOR IS THE TRUTH, 50/50 AND I WANA B HELD!! ~~LUV SNUGGLIN~~  IM UNHAPPY NOW, I WRITE ALOT WHEN IM SAD, I NEED SUM ADVICE IF ANY1 ELSE OUT THERE CAN FEEL ME A LIL BIT DROP ME ALINE!!

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BaBiE v

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