dark angel's blog: "about me"

PLEASE HELP ME TO FLY AGAIN

I know i am special to the Father, the Creator

So much running through my mind-not knowing

not able to get what i am feeling written down

I am falling in love,

Maybe I really am in love with you

Need I say your name out loud?

You know who you are...

I see your smile, I read your words

and suddenly-just for a little while-

all feels right with the world.

In this part of my life when all seems uncertain,

where my future feels so uncertain.

Second chance, second woman?

Second best, other woman?

It sometimes feels like that its all i have ever been

What is so wrong with me that I am not worth being #1?

All I know is that I want to matter to someone

-to be that guiding light

-to watch and be watched over

-to hold and be held

-to listen and be heard

-to protect and love someone with all that I am,

and to have all that returned.

You know the way that I think

You have felt and seen how I dream

You have seen behind the many masks that I wear

I have shown and trusted you

with much of what I really am

All I ask from you now

Is to do no more harm to this dark angel

with broken wings

PLEASE HELP ME TO FLY AGAIN