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Maybe I am the worst person to walk the earth, or maybe I am just human.
I haven't had a good f*ck since - dayum it's been so long i can't even remember. I really need one. And my husband is incapable of that feat. I haven't been able to talk to him since the beginning of our marriage. I had to cut him off from the bank accounts because he kept overdrawing the account. And he lies. Not the huge ones. Just the little sh*t that he knows I already know but lies anyway.
I know one of my male friends would have been happy to marry me, had the right circumstances presented themselves. As such he is the best confidant I have, and if we were closer I am sure he would take care of that "other" problem.
So now I find myself in need of a "no strings" relationship. On the one hand I feel horrible, but on the other I am feeling like I am getting the brunt of the "for worse" part of the wedding vows. Granted it has only been 2 years, but isn't that enough time to suffer in silence?
I am not really asking for affirmation or condemnation. Just putting my feelings out there.
Lotus Blossom
