As the rain descended from above it felt cool against her cheeks Her heart ripped from within once again She sat there alone heart broken and in tears as she thought about what he had done to her....She trusted him with her everything. She thought he was sincere but all along he planned and plotted how to use and abuse her and make her feel like a fool once again. All her life never once has she experienced pure happiness. Always being abused always taking the fall always silent never showing her pain.......Her silent pain......No one hearing her scream ......Her silent screams......No one sees her bleed ....Cutting her flesh to feel alive...... Yet she desperately grasps at the gravel trying to climb out of her rapidly filling grave... She sits all alone shattered and in pieces in the rain .Wondering how could she have been so wrong. Thinking of ways to make him hurt ...To make him feel the agony she feels. Longing to see him suffer with each piece of herself she tries to pick up. She wants him to feel pain......Wants to chain him up and whip him till his bloody intestines are falling out and his heart is on its last few beats ........Wanting to claw at his eyes and hear him beg for her to leave him his sight .......... To triturate his skull and feel the warm blood cover her hands..... Pulverize his bones and hear him scream in agony .....Let her hear his distress ........Let him feel this fucking pain .....Her fucking pain within ......Reality sets in as the rain starts to slow down ......She sits there soaked in the rain .....Her tears hidden once again ...... Her heart broken.... Her soul bleeding ...Alone and crawling back to her darkness .......Her secluded darkness where she can sit and collect her shattered remains ........