leannan's blog: "bah!!!"

everyone has a secret, can they keep it, no they cant... Current mood: shocked can someone tell me why last night i had this man come in and notice my pentagram and ask me if i was a mason... why no sir why do you say that....you have a mason symbol around your neck, so what are you....im wiccan sir.....and what exactly do you mean by that?......im a "witch" in so many words sir......your going to hell! why does this only happen to me? i feel that every last crazy person just flocks to me, but thats not even what bothered me most about this guy, after 15 minutes of him telling me how im wrong in my faiths he hands me a pamphlet entitle somthing along the lines of jesus is the way or something like that, couldnt tell you now its in the trash, but still its the point of the matter. this mother fucker has the star of david around his neck, a common symbol for the jewish faith, and hes preachin about JESUS!!! HAHA after an hour of being there, hes getting up to leave and im sitting with johanna talking about katies party last night, and he asks me if i have ever heard of jonathan edward, me thinking hes being proper, says yes sir great medium, (the wrong thing to say) hes scolds me and says No how dare you hes a MINISTER, all he says is true, the stories in the bible are true!. Ivan thank you sooo very much for doing this BTW, the busboy Ivan saw this man scolding me about my faith, yet again, and pulls me into the kitchen. this old fucker was so into talking to me about christ as my saviour that he didnt realize that i was gone. **how far along i am in wicca, i have no right calling myself a full witch yet, im not and i know that im not but it was basically the only way for me to describe it to this old man. i just wanted to clear that up before i went on with my rant. we all know my views on the catholic faith, yea the bible was a great bed time story, but everything in it was written 500 YEARS after jesus died so lets play telephone and write down the versions we like the best to say is true. im not saying that the entire faith is wrong, its my OPINION, this is how i feel and im going to try and tell someone that they are wrong for believing what i feel in my mind to be wrong. now the thing that pisses me off the most about this is the sole reason that i have people all the time tell me that im weird for believing what i believe and they leave it at that. if its that big a problem with them they leave, and serious i dont care, but for someone to sit here and persecute me for being wiccan is absurd, straight up retarded. why is that just because its against the law to literally burn a witch at the steak, thats its still so socially acceptable to verbally burn her at the steak. i know what yall are thinking and no i know that its not wiccans its everyone, but here in America you would think that the country that was claimed land of the free would be more open to different religious beliefs whether it be mine or someone elses. its the fucking 21st century, drop it, leave me be, the only thing i do is serve your food, let me make my money, dont tip me, i dont give a shit, but dont press your faith and beliefs on me, im not going to do it to you. if i offended anyone, good, because that what it takes to get a point across. if you dont like it then delete me from your friends list, cell phone and your life, i have no room for close minded people!

->misterak25...: and i wasnt at all offended ->misterak25...: all i mentioned was the ass bush... didnt i and not i dont feel strange... i know that im not pretty i came to terms with that a LONG time ago and i feel that since im fugly i can almost make fun of someone else who isnt pretty....its like only blk ppl can call other blk ppl nigga but if a white person says it, its all of a sudden racist misterak25...: and this is not meant bad... you can do what you like... i do it the same way... but don't you feel strange, due to your own outer appearance when you talk negative about the look of someone else? i came on to see this in my shout box. i am soo fucking happy that someone else sees the same thing i do about me. and yes i am VERY harsh in the mumms especially when i told that woman that glasses cant cover her fugly, she should use a paper bag. but this is the internet i didnt even say anything bad about the guy who SBed me it was about a NSFW mumm he posted and the picture in it has a woman with an ass bush. but if i do offend you then im sorry... maybe you shouldnt be on the internet. or maybe im just a cunt and a bitch

so i havent been one for the catholic faith since i was 8 but its everywhere i go. my common law husband and i decided to raise our boys catholic (well i really had no say in it) i am not catholic and havent been since 11 yrs of age. so this is what bugs the hell out of me... lent. this is the dumbest thing i think i have ever heard of... omg how it pisses me off more then straight ppl at a gay bar. i dont believe that one should sacrifice anything for 40 days just to "honor" a man who did it for us. number 1 i bet he didnt have a choice in it if it really did happen. the bible is a man made book, man wrote the bible and put in what they thought was a good idea at the time. i dont know why ppl put so much stock into it. well its not soo much lent in and of it self, and its good way to teach kids of sacrificing something for someone else and yada yada yada. but its the ppl who arent the best catholics in the world who are so about giving up for lent. its the men and women who have sex for fun and lie and cheat on their significant others, and constantly go against the sacrament and commandments. this annoys the hell out me. its those same ppl who burned witch's at the stake. why cant ppl just get over this??? believe me its those who have the most skeletons in their closet that try and make up for it during this 40 day trail of survival of not having _____ (<~ put whatever you gave up there). its their best way to repent for their sins. *** remember this is just my opinion you dont have to agree with it***