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i'm feeling good right now, i feel like the past is finally behind me completely. For so long these past few months i have been burdened with something that really shouldn't have .In time I thought i was able to get passed it and in some ways I had. Just not totally. well i finally made a point to let myself know on Halloween that its ok to let this situation go. It had a strong hold on me and at times it made me sad and lonely and just wishing it would go away. I took that day and spoke to myself because i think outwardly , everything i needed to get rid of had been disposed of. I let myself know my true feelings about the situation and that I finally needed to put it to rest and look ahead, once and for all. Not just allow a thought or song or something trigger it and bring me back down again. No I finally needed to come to grips of whats going on in my life in the present. I told myself whats in the past is there, it was a chapter in my life that is complete and there's nothing that i can to to change it. I needed to wake up and enjoy what life is in front of me and know that there are possibilities that may or may not present themselves. I need to be content with life whether they do or not. I need to be happy alone first then thats when i can enjoy life. So thats where i am now, both inwardly and outwardly i am coming to grips with the present. So yes i do feel alot better now than i did a week ago and am very content with how my life is and what it will be, one way or the other. All i am gonna do is wake up each day and thank God for waking up and take days much like the rest of my life, one step at a time. A very big thank you to all family abd friends that have been there for me through everything, i am very appreciative of your support.
