In a crazy way
I'll always be sad
deep within my heart
I feel so utterly bad.
Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes during the day
I laugh and joke
acting so gay.
But mostly I'm quiet
upset, lonely, and blue.
I've lost the ability
to be happy..like you.
Someday the joy might come
bringing it's warm sunshine
to cast away the cold blues
and throw open the blinds.
