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Just when you think you're doing all you can for your offspring, ya hit a bump in the road that makes you spin around and wonder if you're really doing all you can for your offspring. Is this the life I imagined myself living? No. Not by far. Did not EVER want these places to be permanent. I wanted to be able to save a little money back to move eventually someplace nicer. I thought I'd like it here. I certainly do NOT like it here. But things could be worse. Much much worse.
I still don't think I'm doing all I can considering I'm barely keeping afloat in the river of life. Part of me wants to give up and say screw it. Still. But I hold back. Every time. There's 2 little ones and a man that need me in their lives.
Better days will lie ahead,but still I wish I could be happier with how my life is turning out to be.
