Social Decay's blog: "Blog thing... I dont often do these, so dont expect updates often"

I have finally figured it out. My car is the Anti Christ. My life was excellent until this car came into my life. Now, Some may ask, "Why not just get a new car?" I try... it wont let me. Each time I have almost enough money... The Tempo causes legal issues which sap all that money away. And if I leave it, I have worse problems. The only help can truely come from god. Cause this car is the Devil Incarnate

Well, the hitch hiking home 3 miles in the cold snow, which i had to walk at least a mile of that. Because the State highway patrol wouldnt give me a ride home after pulling my car from the ditch and claiming it was Unfit to drive

Im not sure how many others have had an eperiance like I did. But around the end of 2005, I first discovered the band social distortion. I enjoyed their music, but never really listened to it. In June of 2006, my life went into the gutter, my fiancee left me, I was kicked out of my home... And found myself Living out of my car, barely making 6 an hour at a resteraunt. Listening to Social Distortion one day, I fell across the song by Social D titled "Ball and Chain" And it Opened my eyes. Ive been trying to change myself so much to appease everyone else, that I wound up homeless and broken hearted. "Ball and Chain" Well it's been ten years and a thousand tears And look at the mess I'm in- A broken nose and a broken heart, An empty bottle of gin Well I sit and I pray In my broken down Chevrolet- While I'm singin' to myself There's got to be another way CHORUS Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain I'm lonely and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain Take away, take away Never to return again Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain Well I've searched and I've searched To find the perfect life- A brand new car and a brand new suit I even got me a little wife- But wherever I have gone I was sure to find myself there- You can run all your life But not go anywhere CHORUS Well I'll pass the bar on the way To my dingy hotel room- I spent all my money Been drinkin' since half past noon- I'll wake there in the mornin' Or maybe in the county jail- Times are hard getting harder I'm born to lose and destined to fail- CHORUS - Now it took me 6 months to climb back up to where I was before it all started, and even so, im still not making it well. I have a roof over my head once again, food in my stomach, but I still am struggling just to make it by. Hopefully in the coming months I either can get myself a good job, or get into the Army, either or, I can only pray that things continue to look up from here.