bluedragoness007's blog: "Blue dragoness's world"

Now there's nothing better than to end the week with the 13th eeek not. Anyways not much has been going on in my lil world I have made a couple more new music video's on myspace. I would post them here if I knew where to put them at hehe. OKay well I'm off for another apparently going to be cold day....

I woke this morning as I always do. Nothing out of the ordinary has changed. Just another day of the same things. I have lots on my mind, and keep myself busy most of the time. Yet there are time I feel alone and wish I had someone to share it with. But then again like I said I have lots of dreams. Sorry if I seem a bit down tonight maybe I just need some rest.

I've been having this feeling completely alone, yet in some ways I cherish my own time not having to share it. I share many things with my friends which those I have are amazing. Yet, I can't help but have this empty feeling inside. I fear its comming soon, my destruction. I have pleadged my love for a final time. With all I have held dear in my heart, from the time I was young until now, makes me wonder why is it I still look upon them with inncent eyes. I look out upon the world a lil differently I feel like the prey anymore and they await to leap. All I truly desire is to find that one true connection. Some call it a soul mate, some call it love... all I know is my life somehow will always seem incomplete cause for what I desire may no longer exsist. I hold many dreams in this life and I wish to be strong and independant. Yet I would also love having that one person there to hold me when in need. That one who can bring a smile to my face when the world looks dim. Then again some dreams will only remain a dream and nothing more.