I have finally realized why i have been so upset and constantly wondering where and what my bofriend is doing. I am absolutely in love. i would do anything for this guy. I would make him breakfast in bed on weekends, rub his tummy when he has ate too much, take care of him when he is sick, listen to everything he had to say, make him his favourite meal when he is just feeling down. I would do anything for him. I am not sure how to get that across. I try to do as much as i can. I try to help him out with everything. I am just confused because i am not sure if he wants a girlfriend that dedicated and that involved. All i know is that io love him and he has helped me so much.