my wife made it clear this morning that no matter what. she doesn't believe I have made any changes. that I'm not any better. blaming me for everything. counting down the clock for when she can file for divorce.
I'm hurting more than I ever dreamed, and have no clue what to do. I want to reconcile. but she isn't giving even a micrometer of a chance.
so depressed right now. tired of crying. didn't know I could cry as much as I have in the last year.
this will be the 3rd failure in 5 years for me. I'm tired of hurting. not sure what I feel about life any more. I don't believe my life really has purpose at this point.
