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So I've been in a major funk lately. Can't seem to amuse myself, and being at home 4 days out of the week in a newer city with no friends is starting to get to me a little. Mickey works on the road mon - thurs or sun - weds, leaving me alone with my dog and no friends. And of course, the store I work at, all the other employees are like 50's. So here I sit once again on a Monday night with nothing to do, trying to amuse myself until Felica gets home so I can at least talk to her online. Yeah...I'm a loser LOL
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day." The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom. And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on. And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak. And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique. "My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away. But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone. "Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart" With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years. For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life. Doing what was best for her, doing what was right. And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud. "I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far You see he was a firefighter and died just this past year When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes, and she saw him there that day. And to her mothers amazement, she witnessed with surprise A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside. Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side. "I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed. But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose. And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the love of her shining star. And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
40 of the MOST Spontaneous Questions Ever, BE HONEST 1. Where were you an hour ago? RIght where I'm at now 2. Who will be your next kiss? MICKEY! 3. What kind of deodorant do you use? Addidas Sport FOR WOMEN 4. Are you wearing socks right now? no 5. When was the last time you went out of the state? @ weeks ago this monday 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? No 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? Mt Dew 8. What are you wearing right now? JAMMIES! 9. What was your last purchase? Groceries 10. Last food you ate? Whoppers 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mickey 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? no 13. Do you have a pet? Yes! 14. What's the last sporting event you watched? Wrestling 15. How much sex have you had in the past week? got some Saturday... 16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? SC! 17. What is the last thing you purchased online? Hell If I know 18. One thing you hate about yourself? my chin 19. What's your favorite soup? Steak & mushroom! 20. Do you miss anyone? YES! 21. Last play you saw? I never seen one 22. What are your plans for the day? cleaning 23. Ever go to camp? no 24. What is on the blast on CT page right now? Wicked Raelyn 26. What Do You Want to Know About The Future? Nothing I'm content 27. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne? no 28. Where are your best friends located? Texas SC NE 29. Do you have a tan? If you count freckled as a tan then yes! 30. How soon do you want to have kids? before I'm 28 31. Last person who made you cry? My mom 32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings? ears... 32. Have you ever drank your soda pop from a straw? Yes 33. How do you like your soda pop? cold 34. Do you like hot sauce? no 35. Next time you'll take a shower? when I finish cleaning 36. Do you know anything about Quantum Physics? nope 37. What is your mood? here 38. Are you someone’s best friend? I am a best friend to a few :) 39. What did you do/get for valentine's day? nothing and nothing 40. What are you doing right now? this damn survey duh?
001. What is your name? Katie 002. Spell your name backwards: eitaK 003. Date of birth: December 10th, 1981 004. Male or female? female 005. Astrological sign: Sagatarrius 006. Nicknames: Buglet, Katiebug (hate) 007. Occupation? Cashier, Soon to be student 008. Height: 5'2''ish 009. Weight: bout a buck fifty 010. Hair color: beige blonde 011. Eye color: blue 012. Where were you born? Chucktown 013. Where do you reside now? Lincoln NE 014. Age: 25 015. Screen names: Scooter69_1999, Twiztednderangedrejectedgoddess and too many to name 016. E-mail addy: one of those @ things 017. What does your screen name stand for? nothing really it was givin to me 018. What is your lj name? no clue? 019. What does your Blurty name stand for? What's a Blurty? 020. Pets: One dog and a Fiancee 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 0 I had cupcakes 022. Piercings? 7 as of now 023. Tattoo's? 0 024. Shoe size: 6 1/2 025. Righty or lefty? righty 026. Wearing: tweety fleece pants and a tee 027. Hearing: Whoever is in the hall 028. Feeling: Slighty bored 029. Eating: Whoppers! Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ 061. Have you ever been in love? yes 062. How many people have you told "I love you"? several I think 4? 063. How many people have you been in love with? 2 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? my g-ma wears a wig... 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? yes. 116. Are your parents divorced? yes. 117. Do you have step parents? yes 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? not that I am aware of 119. If so for what? 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? A longggggg time ago ~Music Stuff~ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? no clue 122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? Brittney Spears 123. What's the best cd you own? My Burned CD's 124. What song do you absolutely hate? not sure This is why I'm hott tops the list thou 125. Do you sing in the shower? Sure do 126. What song reminds you of that special someone? Hinders - Lips Of An Angel ~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Title Of Any One Of Their Songs!~ 127. Pink: you & your hand. 128. Aerosmith: Crazy 129. Madonna: Like a Virgin 130. Korn: A.D.D.I.A.S 131. Backstreet Boys: larger then life 132. The Beatles: no clue 133. Sublime: Santeria 134. J.Lo: I'm Real 135. *Nsync: Idk! 136. Limp Bizkit: Behind Blue Eyes 137. Britney Spears: Lucky 138. Creed: With Arms wide open 139. Enrique Iglesias: ? 140. Good Charlotte: ? 141. Christina Aguilera: Beautiful 142. Eminem: Ass Like Dat 143. New Found Glory: ? 144. Kelly Clarkson: Because of you 145. Kelly Osbourne: ? 146. Mandy Moore: candy 147. Eve: Rich Girl (yes I know she only ft in it) 148. Aaliyah: One In A Million 149. Nelly: Over and Over 150. Alicia Keys: Fallen 151. Incubus: Drive ~Favorites~ 152. Color: Blue and green 153. Food: Spaghetti 154. Song: Lips Of An Angel 155. Show: CSI Miami 156. School subject: Marine Biology 157. Band/singer: Too Many 158. Animal: MONKEYS! 159. Outfit: Short, flips and tee 160. Radio station: 94.1 161. Movie: Madagascar 162. Pair of shoes: flip flops, or my tennies! 163. Cartoon: none 164. Actor: Johnny Depp (watch Blow you'll know) 165. Actress: scarlett johanson 166. Potato chip: orignal 167. Drink: mountain dew 168. Alcholic drink: BayBreeze. 169. Holiday: Christmas 170. Perfume/cologne: addias, curve and candies (for men). 171. Pizza topping: cheese & pineapple. 172. Jello flavor: blue rasberry. 173. Lunch meat: honey ham 174. Board game: Monopoly 175. Video game: WSOP 2007 176. Website: CherryTap 177. Book: Anything Mystery 178. Computer game: zuma 179. Number: 7, 13, 21 180. Cereal: Mini Frosted Wheats 181. Comedian: dane cook 182. Dessert: Mud Slide :D I know its a drink 183. Disney character: Cruela DeVile 184. Clothing store: Gap 185. Passtime: time with Mick and Bandit 186. Teacher: ? 187. Childhood toy: Hell If I know I'm 25 188. Carnival game/ride: Gravatron 189. Candy bar: Mr. Goodbar 190. Magazine: Cosmo 191. Salad dressing: ranch.. good on everything 192. Thing to do on the weekend: Movie, dinner? 193. Hot drink: cocoa 194. Season: summer 195. Sport to watch: basketball & Wrestling 196. Person to talk to online: FEFERZ! and Mickey when he's workin ~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~ 197. What color are your sheets? Baby Blue stripes 198. What color are your bedroom walls? creame? 199. Do you have posters on your wall? no 200. If so of what? 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? no 202. How many pillows are on your bed? 3 203. What do you normally sleep in? Boxers and a shirt 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: anything comfy 205. What size bed do you have? queen 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? USED to have a waterbed 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no 208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? nope 209. Describe the last nightmare you had? I got into a "comment fight" with someone on Myspace 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no 211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2 Mick and I are bed hogs! 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? yeah Sometimes 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? used to 214. Do you snore? Nope 215. How about drool? not that I am aware of 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes 217. What color is the carpet in your room? beige 218. what's under your bed? Whatever my dog has brought under there and chewed up ~This or that~ 219. beach/mountains: beach 220. Donuts/bagels: bagels 221. Day/night: night 222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: east 223. Heaven/hell: heaven 224. Blonde/Brunette: blonde. 225. Coffee/tea: tea 228. Britney/Christina: christina 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american 230. Real World/Road Rules: real world. 231. Backstreet Boys.r{}held back? this year 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? for awhile 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yes 398. Taken ballet lessons? no 399. Attempted suicide? unfortunatly 400. Cut yourself? nope ~Childhood Stuff~ 401. Did you play with Barbies? yes i did 402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? sure did! 403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? HAHA yes 404. Did you play Simon? Simon says? why yes. 405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? YES! 406. Did you wet the bed? not that I know of 407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? no 408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? Nope 409. Were you shy? very much. 410. Were you spoiled? no 411. Were you abused? no 412. Did you go to the circus? once 413. Did you go to the zoo? I have 414. Were you in a car accident? yes 415. Did you build snowmen? Yes! After Hugo 416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? prolly 417. Were your older cousins mean to you? no 418. Did you think slinkies were cool? hell yeah 419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? no 420. Were you afraid of the dark? not really 421. Did you have slumber parties? no? 422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, ect.? I had the jammies 423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? Uh Huh 424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? yup ~Randomness~ 425. Do you believe in aliens? no. 426. Name three things that are next to your computer: Mt Dew Whoppers smokes 427. Do you have any hidden talents? umm no? 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? yes! 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? mystery 430. What would your movie star name be? Who knows it'd prolly be fake anyway 431. Do you play any sports? nope 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? IT 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? Saw 3 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? scary movie. all of em. 435. Do you drive? yes. 436. What is your dream car? who knows anymore, something big enough for me Mick and 3 kids but not a van! 437. Do you think your good looking? At times. 438. Do others think you are good looking? I guess 439. Would you ever sky dive? yesss 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? sure! 441. How many rooms do you have in your house? countin the bathroom kitchen and living room 4? 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no 443. Do you believe in God? yes. 444. Do you believe in Satan? if theres a god, there has to be something else. 445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes. 446. Do you believe there is a hell? yes. 447. Do you own a pooltable? one day 448. Do you have a pool? YES! (live in an apt) 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes. 450. Do you like chocolate? uh huh. 451. Who/what is on your 2007 calendar? work schdule, where Mickeys at, birthdays 452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 16 453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes. 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? Punk Rocker 455. Do you carry any weapons on you? my keys 456. What is your weakness? My Family 457. Name something you can't get enough of: My Family! 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: Fun, Caring, funny 459. How many kids do you want to have? 3 460. Future daughters names: Aaliyah Dawn 461. Future sons names: Kristopher Robert Jame 462. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep 463. How do you release stress? duke it out with my dog! LOL 464. Are you a trendy person? idk 465. Are you an artisitic person? yes. 466. Are you a realistic person? yes. 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? nope, my shoes aren't tied 468. Are you a strong person? Kinda strong, not weak 469. Are you a strong willed person? yes 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? No one, I stole it from my sisters Blog 471. Who is the last person to IM you? FeFerz 472. Do you hate chain e-mails? with a passion. 473. Are you a deep sleeper? yes. 474. Are you a good story teller? no 475. What do you believe is your best quality? my personality. 476. What is your greatest accomplishment? Standing up for myself 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? both <3 478. Do you do yoga? no 479. Do you have your own credit card? no 480. Let's say you win the lotto. Pay off all my debts, and help my family 481. Do you have a check book? no 482. Do you like your driver? I dont have a driver... 483. Do you tan easily? no I burn 484. What color is your hair naturally? Blonde 485. How many fillings do you have? idk 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? idk 487. Worst feeling in the world? Losing a loved one 488. Best feeling in the world? Being loved for who you are 489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half full 490. Last thing you downloaded? Brown Boy -Superman 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no 492. What do you think people think of you? she's an oddball 493. Are you a likeable person? yes 494. Do you need therapy? i have been 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no 496. What the best way to be proposed to? however he chooses 497. What kind of movie would you star in? yeah you already asked this. 498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? UpsFed? 499. When are you moving? ummm Sometime next Summer 500. What's your favorite phrase? The Grass is always greener on the other side but it still needs to be mowed
I was talking to my sister on the phone yesterday and she told me that one of the Air Force pilots that do the air shows with all the neat trick and stuff crashed like 3 or 4 days ago in Beaufort SC. That REALLY sucks. She also told me about several weird things that have happened in my homoe town of Charleston (her Mother in law cleans the ER so she gets to find out the dirt). There was an incident where a woman left her 5 or 6 month old daughter at home with her boyfriend while she went to work... this guy Sexually assulted the infant and in the end after they tried to remove him (he got stuck) they had to castrate him. In my honest opinion that is not all he deserves!

Blah Blah I hate rain

So it's been raining since ohhh 8 pm YESTERDAY and I'm sick of it. I was planning on bringing my spoiled rotten mutt to the Dog Run and letting him run...yeah if I want to track mud thur my apartment all over the brandnew carpet... Oh well
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