!~CHRISTMAS WITHOUT MY LOVED ONES~!
This will be a hard Christmas this year. One without Todd and my uncle and many more is such a tragic occurance!! But I guess it was meant to be this way sure doesn't make it any easier to deal with! Todd only 20 years old and had so much to live for so many that loved him so dearly!!! I know ur mamma, Cassie and Katie r going to take this year especially hard!!! Just know every Christmas carol we sing is for you Perkins and Josh!! It is very hard to believe you have been gone almost year now. It feels like just yesterday that I woke up to the tragic news of your passing. I know this year I will be receiving sumthing special from you and that's your love cuz you are just one amazing person no one's better that's for sure. I have learned alot about myself in these past 9 months that you have been gone from us. Some tragedies are extremely unfortunate but happen all the same for good reasons and bad. I know I turned my life around alot since you died and it made me look at life so differently. That you really dont live this life forever. You should make the most of it!! I saw ur angelic presence this year in the snow and it made me realize everything will be ok maybe not right yet but one day it will be! Why you died we will never really know but one day we will all have to accept it to heal and then do the unthinkable and forgive the monsters who killed you and Perkins to completely heal our inner beings!! You are my most treasured friend and you will NEVER be forgotten ever!! You will live on through me and everyone that loved you so dearly!! LIVE ON MY FRIEND 06-24-85 ~ 03-11-06
As for my uncle Spirit Keeper, I didn't really know him but all the same I will miss him. Not just because he's family but because at one point he was a part of my life when I was younger although I have vague memories of him cuz of my epilepsy the ones I do have I dearly treasure!! You were a great man and helped so many heal!! It has now been a year since you were taken so suddenly from us and hurts me to watch my mother and everyone who knew you well hurt and cry over your memory and this loss!! I know I have many angels who watch over me and help me make the right decisions even though I may not like them at the time they are helping me to grow into a better person and you and Todd I know are just a few of them!! I love you so very much and miss you so dearly and wish I would have had the chance to know you better but I guess everything happens the way it does for a reason. Although I will never totally understand why I will have to just accept it cuz that is life! From what I do know and been told you were one of the most amazing men that ever walked in this lifetime and that makes me sad and happy all in the same cuz I never really experienced that for myself but still knowing how many you helped brings a smile to my face!!! 02-29-48 ~ 12-03-05
Tyler my dear it has now been over a year since you left us so suddenly in such a terrible war and we miss you so very much especially you uncle Bob. We don't get along but I know he cried for you alot and he's a private person but losing you made him look at things so differently! Christmas this year will not be the same. No more of you and your Santa Claus boxers..haha. Sing and celebrate with the angels as for we will for you and so many other's who have sacrificed themselves in this horendice war! Don't get be wrong I support our troops 100%, 2 of my brothers are among them, although only one is over seas but still this war is horrible and so many know that. God Bless Our Troops & Their Families This Year. May you rest in peace tyler we miss you so much and love you all the same!!! 06-07-84 ~ 11-19-05
Although I did not know Perkins my heart goes out to the family and friends of him especially my little brother this year. May you rest in peace my friend! 06-21-85 ~ 03-11-06
The same goes for the DuBose family I did not know him well but I still all in the same I knew him and his passing was so tragic! May u rest in peace Joshy we miss you very much!!! 11-10-85 ~ 03-16-06
!~May God Bless All The Familes & Friends Of These Loved Ones This Holiday Season~!
