Collar
This pain is like a collar,
Growing ever tighter
I try to grow around it,
But the more I grow
The deeper it cuts into my soul
Until the day comes
That my soul is ripped apart
Leaving nothing but an empty shell
The collar of self hate
And the hatred that everyone has against me
Of all the things I've done
And will do wrong
No one can or wants to help me
This is my curse:
To suffer forever
Never finding joy
by me JRW