Had to get this down before I can't get it any more. Never felt like this before, feels like my mind is being pulled by other minds all over the world. The above song is the closest I can get to a description, except for the comfortably numb part, this is defenitely not comfortable and definitely not numb.
It is like the part when he sings:
When I was a child
a caught a fleeting glimpse
out of the corner of my eye
i turned to look but it was gone
i cannot put my finger on it now
the child is grown
the dream is gone
and that is just part of it
but actually it feels more like the part at the beginning when he is sitting there staring at a tv with nothing on it, cigarette burnt down to his fingers, just a total space case not there, not aware.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Time to go!
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Time to go!
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
Time to go!
Is there anybody out there?