Theresa's blog: "Crap"

Ok, I am extremely pissed off at my ex-husband right now and need to get some things off my chest. I'm seriously debating whether or not to send this e-mail to him....I just don't know.... I just wanted to let you know how much you have hurt your daughter. I know you don’t care, your reaction when I told you when Mom and I saw you in Target on the day after Thanksgiving said it all. I told you, flat out, when she talked to you the last time, and asked when you were going to take her again and your response was I don’t know, we’re busy, that she ended up crying for 2 hours straight and your response? A shrug of the shoulders and “Oh.” like you could care less that you broke your daughter’s heart. Not that I truly expected less from you, but it still pissed me off. Just like the other day when I e-mailed you to inquire whether you would be spending time with her on Christmas Eve, since you didn’t even bother to call her on Thanksgiving and you called me to let me know that you guys were going to be too busy to make time for her. WTF is wrong with you???? No, she isn’t your flesh and blood but she’s still your daughter. You make me sick. You can’t honestly tell me you two have been dusting and painting for almost three months. I know, your new wife is probably thinking that Angelica is the trouble maker because you couldn’t have possibly done what she said you did. Need I remind you of the New Years Eve when she was like 6 years old and wouldn’t go to bed the second you told her to because she wanted to hang her new calendar so you pinned her up against the wall? I’m sure you neglected to tell her about that, it’s easier to blame the innocent 11 year old. Angelica wasn’t the one that called the cops either, I did and yes, it was necessary. If you felt the need to grab her by the shoulders and shove her into a dark room, knowing she’s afraid of the dark, and the fact that I just don’t trust you, yeah. You need to just grow some balls and a backbone and either stand up to your wife or let Angelica know you just don’t want to have anything to do with her. I’m just sorry her first true heart break had to come from her father, not her first true love. You’re a sorry excuse for a man and I’m sorry I ever married you and let you adopt her. She’d have been better off, in some instances, with her biological dead beat dad. At least he never abused her. I’m pretty sure a lot of this has to do with Donna. Angelica told me that before you two got married Donna said she didn’t want Angelica around because she talks too much. Has she looked in the mirror? I swear she talks more than Angelica does. Oh, that’s probably the problem!!! With Angelica there she can’t talk incessantly about what a bad mother I am and how more than half of your income comes to me for child support and how I’m just a horrible, horrible person. Tell her she needs to get her facts straight before spewing lies like that. I still laugh at your attempt to reduce the child support. As the judge said, you read the divorce papers; you signed them, that implies an understanding and agreement so you’re stuck. We both know what you pay for child support is nowhere near half of your income. Did you forget that we were married for almost 2 years so I know how much you were making? I doubt they decreased your pay. You’re an asshole and I’m sorry I ever let you into our lives. Do us both a favor, grow the balls I mentioned above, and admit to your daughter, who has never done anything but love you unconditionally that you’re a horrible father and want nothing to do with her to please your wife. You’re a sorry excuse for a man and I’m glad I got out when I did. You make me all the more grateful for the wonderful man I found in Donnie. At least he’s honest. Oh, and you both claim to be Christians? You’re the worst excuse for a Christian I have ever seen. Just like I KNOW that Donna told Angelica she was going to hell because we call our priests Father and there is only one Father. Where the hell does she get off? She doesn’t know jack and needs to keep her big mouth shut when it comes to religion. So yes, we’re different religions…so what??? Nobody ever said one religion was better than the other or that one was right and one was wrong until she came into the picture. I’m STILL undoing the damage from that one. I hope you two have a nice life without your daughter around. I know that will make both of you very happy and I truly am sorry you aren’t man enough to stand up to anyone. You feel the need to hurt our daughter, who has already been hurt enough.

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A very good friend and sweetie of mine and I want to get fu-married. Anyone know a good fu-pastor???? We would like to have this done on the 8th either at or around 9 a.m. or before 7:30 p.m. Florida time LOL I don't know what time that is fubar time, but ya get my point. Thanks in advance to anyone who can or has helped!
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So my boyfriend's brother came in for Thanksgiving and spent the weekend with us. It was a blast and I'm glad I got to meet him. They are definitely brothers LOL. Anyway, one day while we were sitting around relaxing he asked me a question that I thought very interesting. Really one I had never thought of and one that, of course, made me think even more after we were done with the conversation. He asked me if diamonds represent love to me. My answer was no and he pointed out that is how they are marketed. I agreed and the conversation was dropped. We went on to other things of course. Don't get me wrong, I, like many women, love diamonds, but no, they don't represent love to me. Now if I was given a diamond and told this is to show you just how much I love you, then yes, it would represent love, but as a whole, absolutely not. Call me crazy, but it's true. What represents love to me would be the stone that he spent the time searching for, and once he found it, thought, this is the one that will show her just how much I love her. Diamonds may not be the stone he feels will show just how much he loves me, and that's fine with me. To me, a diamond is just another pretty stone. They are very expensive, like most jewelry, and in my opinion, the jewelers idea of what shows love, not my significant others. If a diamond isn't the right one for him, then it isn't the right one for me. I want the one that he spent his time, and hard earned money to get for me to signify his love for me. The trust we have, the bond, the friendship, the understanding. Besides, there is no rule stating that an engagement ring HAS to be a diamond. Hell, one of my friends here at work didn't get married with a diamond. Her and her husband actually only had matching wedding bands. Then again, they just up and decided to go get married one day and that's what worked for them. I always thought that was a pretty cool idea too. On their 15th anniversary, he did get her a diamond, and she absolutely loves it. Yes I know, that has nothing to do with anything, I just thought I would throw that in. LOL So yeah, it's just something to think about ya know? Based on something else his brother said, I did a little research. Makes me stand behind my decision even more. Babe, if you ever decide to get me a diamond, make sure you ask to see it's conflict free certificate. It's sad what this world is coming to, but check out this web site for more information. http://science.howstuffworks.com/diamond6.htm Thanks for reading my ramblings and now it's back to work. Oh, and I cooked the entire Thanksgiving meal by myself and it was pretty damn good if I do say so myself. LOL Happy Monday!

She's so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!! We decided to call her Peanut. LOL Cuz she IS the peanut of our pack!!!

My uncle just passed away. I know he's in a better place but it still hurts.

I just called to say my good byes and Jelly is doing the same while she is at her dad's. They don't expect him to make it until tomorrow. They will be removing his feeding tube and keeping him sedated until he passes. I will let you know and thank you again for all the prayers.