Those whp that have lived in darkness for along time will know what im goign to talk bout the despair that flows with in that creeping clutch of deaths chilly hand, we see more things on a different spectrum and we think on a total higher level, Ive lost a lot of things nad gained alot in the past 2 yeaers, friends, loved ones, friendships, but its nto to bad i guess u just gotta shove back when that darkness of life comes hurling at you u win some u lose some and im sry for alot of things but they hapen for a reason, but its my life and i choose how to live it not you or no one else