TODAY IT FUCKING HURTS...THE LAST 36 HOURS HAVE BEEN TOTAL HELL...ALL I DO IS BREAK DOWN AND CRY...YEP IM FUCKING WEAK....IM BROKE...I FUCKING ADMIT IT OK? I FUCKING DESERVED IT...I HAD IT FUCKING COMING TO ME OK? I FUCKING DESERVED IT AND IT FUCKING HURTS LIKE FUCKING HELL OK.....THERE I MOTHERFUCKING SAID IT...SO ALL U PEOPLE WHO WANNA HEAR IT....I FUCKING SAID IT OK....IT FUCKING HURTS....I JUST WANNA BE LEFT ALONE...PLEASE FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE OK....WHAT THE FUCK DO U WANT FROM ME?....I FUCKING SAID IT...IM WEAK...I GOT HURT....LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE...I CANT TAKE IT....IM FUCKING CRYING ARE U FUCKING HAPPY....IM FUCKING WEAK EVERYTHING MAKES ME FUCKING CRY....IS THAT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR U...IS IT...GOD FUCKING DAMMIT SOME PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING CRUEL....