I have been doing some thinking and I jhave come to one major solution , and thst is to go on a self imposed exile for a while away from everything .
As of late I have needed to get away frome everyone and thing , and I have had either someone or something keep interrrupting those plans . I have thought long and hard on this and I think the time is right for this direct action , I know there are some people who would think this to be foolish but I see no ther choice
I have sitting here thinkingling things a lot more different than I , and in a way I like what I have come uought I knewp with.
The past few days have madew me re evaluate and ask myself a lot of things . Like why do I keep putting others before me ? And why do I keep getting walked on by people I thought knew? And I am trying to answer these questions one at a time .
I am handling things a lot more different than I used to I am stepping back and exzmining things in a different light . I am try to control my temper and I have succeed pretty well, to the point it is scaring people . I am a lot quieter than usual , which isn't like me at all.