evil's blog: "Depression"

Looking into the mirror

No one standing my side

They told me life was more

It seems to me they lied

Screaming at my reflection

Ignoring my own voice

Giving into depression

Seems there is no choice

Everyday gets darker

Time ceases to exist

Dying is forever

The pain will not be missed

Nightmares born from dreaming

Dreaming turns to pain

Pain evolves from living

Living is for the sane

Looking back in time

I’ve taken all I can

Emotion just won’t suffice

I just don’t understand

Predicting my own future

It don’t end up that well

Would trade it for another

But I could not wish you hell

Look at here and now

This life is killing me

I’m alive and don’t know how

The end won’t set me free

My life won’t leave me be

I just wish everyone could see

What this disease has done to me

-Evil Dave-