Things have been rough these past few weeks for me but I have been trying to hold strong through the bullshit. But its hard when someone you deeply care for shows hatered and blame towards you for something that wasnt your fault. I have dealt with enough Bullshit from any man that I aint gonna continue anymore. I hope to one day find that man to treat me right and see that life isnt always their world the way they expect things to be. But I have ended my relationship and am working on finding somewhere else to stay till my apartment comes through. To me all games are overand I plan to move on with my life. I dont need a child beside me to raise a family. I need a real man who knows when it is time to grow up and act like an adult. So only time will tell what my future holds for me!