So many questions on my mind
I think of the people I love
Anyone that told me they wish to see me again
The lost soul who travels the world
To figure out who he once was.
Scared little puppy held by a stranger
Put into the arms that brought sudden things
To the life of the one who doesn't understand
That he was chosen from all others.
My feelings develop over me
Transfigure my objective and shatter my dreams
I love someone special out there
But it confuses me why that is
I cannot believe my feelings
Too hard to accept how I am.
New surroundings engulf my future
Truth and the battle over honesty
Never ends in the bowels of my body
I'm scared to accept the pain I inflicted
Survival seems dim and small
I can taste my death coming soon.
I'll keep on moving
Through the night
Not a moment of rest
For my bloodshot eyes.