Did you think I cared, did you believe my promises
Did my kiss make it seem like forever, did they come true, your wishes
Did you lay in your bed at night and thank god I forgave you
Were you planning our future, belive all your dreams came true
Now that you know better does it hurt, are your tears like fire..
Do you question every word, every touch, is death now your desire
Is there pain in the pit of your stomach, cutting at your soul
Are you wondering if you'll ever love again, your life out of control
I know what your thinking, the anger, the pain, how your feeling
I'm feeding off it, it soothes my pain, it is the beggining of my healing
You thought it was behind us, your hurtful words forgotten, never
I could never, it was too deep, the scars a reminder, my way of life
I hope you hurt now, maybe next time, you won't cut with that knife