it's still difficult to hear the truth...
Moms death certificate came today....cause of death:
Complications from chronic alcoholism.
Yes, I had a good idea that was the cause...yes I quit drinking over five years ago because I knew it ran in our blood...yes, my grandmother died from the same disease around the same age as mom (59) YES YES YES...
but, I was hoping, even praying...that it was something different...
No, I wouldn't have went out and drank....No no no NO....I was just....well....*sigh*
I feel sad and satisfied at the same time...strangest feeling ever.
♥
PoStaL