So many roads, which one to choose. For the first time in my life I truly don’t know…. Yet to stand still is death of another kind, and moving too slowly my own private hell. How can I tell myself it’s the right way when all signs point to a dead end, or worse Do Not Enter? Should I take the road map offered or refuse to stop for directions… when am I going to get it through my head that I’m driving? I need to turn on the ignition, turn off the emergency lights and figure out where I’m going. Right. Now. I can’t crash after coming this far, can’t give up and give the wheel to others after fighting so hard to claim it, I have to focus and watch the road signals. And most importantly follow my instincts, those are what I need to follow not the screams and suggestions from the backseat.
