I'm just frustrated.. I've been in these really controlling relationships and try to look for a way out i guess.. and I can tell i'm not really happy ... but any time i start to like someone new, they change their mind about me.. I just dunno... It's like why even bother anymore to try.
I want a serious relationship.. i wanna eventually settle down and get married... I want all that in my life... but will that ever happen? That's the ?... no one knows what they fuckin want in life anymore. It sucks.. it really really does.
I also don't wanna be treated like shit .. but i just seem to find the guys that wanna do that to me.. I guess cause i'm such a sweet girl that tries to make everyone happy, that they feel I can be walked all over. I'm starting to fight back ... but it's just that is there any nice guys out there? I wonder if there really is!
