Well the "happiest holiday of the year" is fast approaching and it is really depressing. I have much to be thankful for though a beautiful baby boy who is healthy and always smiling well almost always lol, a roof over my head and a regular job but there is just so much going on right now and I feel so overwhelmed and I have no one to turn to other than my great friends (but sometimes that just isn’t enough) I hate to sound whiny and I feel just so tired of seeming like I complain to much but meh I guess you are never truly given anymore than you can handle. I hope everyone has a happy holiday and to all those that have someone important in their live do me this favor show them how much they mean to you!!!