I lay awake, and long for sleep
The wind outside makes the willows weep
I hear, so well the lonley cries
I remember every tear that fell from my eyes
But I quit crying when the liquor ran out
and I made myself so strong again some how
I buried every moment of what once was you and I
I vowed to every star up in the sky...
That the very depths of hell would freeze before I'd shed another tear
That I would overcome the pain, the hurt, and the fear...
But as the thoughts of you, as if carried by that wind
Like a shadows whisper, gentley seep in
They tease my mind, they trick and decieve
the flames of hell are beginning to freeze