well here is the story, i do love my husband but not really in love with him anymore. he never wants to be close to me anymore, he dont touch me or really want to have anything to do with me unless someone in the (my) family is around. so i have been thinkin about meeting some guys that i met online, im not so sure about the whole meeting thing, i dont want one of these guys that seem so sweet and like they really care about me and make me feel better about myself, end up being so big fat nasty perv. yeah if i do deicide to go for it and meet with them im going to bring someone along. i just dont want some ppl thinking that im doing something wrong, or even more get really emotionaly or physicaly attracted or attached to one of them. i know some ppl out there are going to think that im some kinda of slut or am i cheater, bc thats not what i want ppl to think of me, im in a really bad relationship and im kinda scared for my son and i (our lives) to up and leave him, plus on top of that, i would not have anywhere for my son and i to go, until i start my new job. so just wonderin what some ppl think about my situation. plz commemt on it with what u think about things, or any good ideas. TY
