Tex's blog: "hurting"

Well if you read my status this morning then you know that my grandma passed away. She left this harsh world around 12:30am. It was very peaceful, and she went in her sleep. She can finally be at ease and rejoin my grandpa, who passed away 22 years ago. She will always be remembered as the strongest woman I have ever know and will be forever missed. I love you Grandma, and I will see you in heaven, hold down the fort and save me a front row seat. Frances L. Ewers 7/18/1933 - 3/6/2008

This is an odd Blog. I am posting it with my cell phone. Many of you know what has been going on with me here lately but most of you don't. Well I need to vent before I go crazy so if you don't know about my last week then you are about to. A little less than a week ago a very close uncle of mine passed away. He had heart trouble but was given a clean bill of health 3 days before we lost him. My whole family made the trip to attend his very emotional funeral. He was a veteran so he recieved veterans honors. Well my grandma was not healthy enough to make the trip so we placed her in the hospital for observation. well her health dropped this morning very fast and very bad. The doctor was asking us just a while ago if she was a DNR and if she has a living will. I am scared because I will not be able to handle lossing her as well. This has been a very hard week and I am almost at wits end. My grandma is to me what most peoples mother is to them. Like I said I am on my cell so if you send msgs it will take awhile for me to reply but thanks for reading my venting **Update 31 March 2008** Well my grandmother isn't getting better. I spent all night beside her bed at the hospital last night holding her hand and praying. She is Non-responsive and has been out of it. Getting hard, very hard. **Update #2** Well my grandma is talking and able to move around in her bed a little. She is doing better but I am hoping its not the calm before the storm like I have seen so many times before. Thank you everyone for you kind words and prayers. **Update #3 5 April 2008 Well today is a bad day, the doctors are starting to get really worried. They are talking about my grandma going into respiratory failure. They called the family again, just to let everyone know. For me this has been one of the worst 2 weeks of my life. We all knew this was coming but that doesn't make it any easier.