unicorn28's blog: "hurting"

i wanted to do something for my mom who is no longer with us... and i did not know what to do so i ask a good friend one here if she could help me and she came up this something. there is no words to tell her how much i love it.my mom left me in 2004 and im haveing such a hard time with it i know in time it might get easer but right now its not but im doing the best i can.. you knwo the hardest thing was telling my kids there nanna was gone. but they still talk about her which is good there is a song i would love to find and put it with this but can not find it it is by mark wills the ballon song my kids say when they get a balloon they want to write on it and sent it to heaven for there nanna but any wyas this is for my mom I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS YOU SOO SOO MUCH WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US....

ok yall i this is my 2 time to do this but i just have to get soemthing off my chest. as some of yall know i live with a guy im not married to him been with him for going on 4 years now. i love him i like have ever loved anyone i have been with i really thought he was the one for me my night and shining armer so i thought. but the last 3 years have been hard on me i lost my mom 3 years ago and now this guy im with well he does not have anything to do with my kids are me he stays gone never wants to be around us never wants to do anything with us he is more into his family. me and my kids are stuck here dayin and day out never go anywhere heck he is gone right now left this mornign and still have not seem him yet. i want to leave but i have no where to go so im stuck here right now till i can get on my feet. i live in a small down so no shelters or anything. well anyways im sorry for telling yall this i just needed someone to talk to. and thank yall so much for be my friends.....

i had the worse thing to happen to anybody today. i was driving down the road and a little boy came out of no where and hit my car. i jupm out and got help then went to the little boy. they said he is going to be ok. they tool him to the er and i just called up there and talk to the dad of the boy and told him how sorry i am i did not see him at all till it was to late. the dad told me it was not my fault but i still feel so bad thats someones baby i hit. i just had to tell someone try to easy the pian but it does not help. so please if you have kids please tell them to be carefull on thier bikes. thanks so much for ready this