BoricuaAngel FUBombers's blog: "I Am What I Am"

Im a little emo short and wisp here is my blade and here is my wrist when i get all depressed hear me cry you slit my wrist and watch me die I didn't write this my friend did but i still wanted to post it up

letter painted by my words & by the ink of destiny it's a gift from me to you , it's what is meant to be words from my heart and so true and deep so you know that we wake up as well as we sleep Dear you , I'll donate you my life if you want I'll give up my soul ! don't think i wont if you ever went blind , went blind for true I wont hesitate to sacrifice my eyes for you if once & in sudden your heart stopped beating mine is yours and will never stop throbbing.. not since you still exist & still breathing and if once you felt that you can't breath my lungs are yours with a smile beneath.. my whole life wont advance or worth more than you you might not be my lover,but my best friend for true my brother ,my dear , my friend ,my angel that's you the person who drew the smile on my sad face.. the dear who brought strength to my weak space the light who brightened my dark gloomy side & the hand that rased my tears when i cried.. so don't be sad! please don't put a frown your the one who pulls me up when am down.. so whatever is happening out there with you am sure you're strong enough to pass through.. your the man that i know, who can face anything no matter how small or big ,cold or hot is the thing not looking at how hard are the problems that you do face you're just the solid man that'll burn them leaving no trace I am sure you will be great , I know it & I have faith.. so all what I want is you to know ..to know this it's not love ! so what ? friendships also hold a bliss And believe it !you didn't bring any kind of hurt for me for true all what you brought is happiness and glee.. it's just the friends is all what we are meant to be and it's not the end of the world , it's destiny and I will always be there and forever by your side after all what you did , it's in my heart where you'll reside so thank you..thank you my changer , am grateful my friend don't think that we're done , it's a beginning not an end.. love might vanish or melt away , but friendships never witnessed a bend Sincerely yours , Broken Wings Who said that when a love relation doesn't work..one of the broken sides must hold hatred toward the other..or feel pain and hurt..some times we have just to think about the good memories and moments that we lived in this relation..and admit that this person brought smile to our life in a way or another,,,

Lying on the beach, as the sunset passes by Ripples reach my outstretched toes, and we watch the sky My best friend beside me stares up at the stars Covered in pain, with him I forget the scars. I've watched him quite an age, yet still find many things That make me keep on watching him, my angel without wings He turns to me with caring eyes, we both lie still just a while My best friend, my main man, he's the reason that I smile. Suddenly I know what has me staring intently in his eyes Why we share and trust so much, why there are no lies I've been his best friend and he's been mine for as long as we remember We always have to be together the last day of each December. He leans over me and we no longer resist We give into temptation and finally kiss Salty breezes drift over us, flowing With my heart beating faster, I blush and it's showing. Sadly, we break apart but I kiss him just once more A love that started as a friendship, we simply can't ignore It's been hidden just below the surface for just too long It feels so absolutely right I know that it definitely can't be wrong.

No matter what I will always be there for you through the good times and the bad. No matter what I will always be there for you to lift up the sky when you feel its crashing down on you. No matter what I will always love you for who you are even when you hate everything about yourself. No matter what, even when we fight and have our stupid little disagreements on things, I will still be here for you. We can take all the time in the world to get over all the small things but just to let you know I will still be standing here forgiving and forgetting all the bad things that happen between us. Neither of us are perfect and we both make mistakes, but thats life, you make mistakes and learn. My mistakes were the fights, and now I have learned to forgive and forget because I know its for the better, and No matter what I will be your friend until the very end, even if it means losing you a million times...

Gray clouds have covered The night sky and the pale moon. The sky has been hurt And she begins to cry. The clouds begin to shed tears And they fall on the roof. Here in my bed, I watch the rain Fall on my window. The softly whistles To comfort the weeping sky. Then the tears stop Splashing on little ponds. The sky has stopped crying And have regained her confidence. She is fine now And the rest of the night Is clear and silent With only the remaining teardrops Falling to the ground.

Bound and held back from the world I seek Few know the destruction I wreak In the mind of another My soul is my own But let it forever be known I am his guardian in bone A black shadow, upon the horizon Waiting for you To bring your eyes in And if not him, then who am I Give me a form Before I die Help me child For your all that can.

The chains are tight around my wrists, As the blood begins to fall. The Anger i have inside of me, No one cares at all. A little girl they see me as, But inside i am strong. People say I'm weak and careless, I know that they are wrong. I was forced to grow up fast, My childhoods in chains. I missed the things that most kids did, Tricked by empty claims. My childhood is dieing fast, And little did i see. Its time for me to be the kid, I always wanted to be.

There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

I sit alone in this crowded room and it spins and it swirls and I cant understand anything anyone says it all just blends together- one big black hole- attempting to penetrate my mind and succeeding disturbing my crying thoughts piercing my swollen heart and barren mind the music playing in my ear says: anytime you need someone somebody strong to lean on you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone and you have said that too but we both know that when I need somebody the most Im not about to run out screaming it I need you to lean on now and you just dont see it

I've came upon a mountain on which I'm trying to climb to rise above a valley in which myself i find wandering thru this valley of memories, thoughts, and fears i searched to find an exit not blocked by floods of tears its a dark and lonely valley i feel I'm all alone sent here as an outcast by people i have known they watch from upon the ridge tops as i struggle to go on to them it must be like a game their the players , I'm the pawn but now back to that mountain I'm trying to ascend from here it looks impossible its so far to find the end there are footprints on the trail of ones who've gone before Lord give me strength to continue on to the place where eagles soar