.. sick. I cannot take a breath of air without wheezing. I am coughing like crazy and its just getting to be too much. 'D' tells me to stop acting like a child and take myself back to the hospital. I can't help it. I am afraid. I don't know how to make other people understand why going is such a fear. I wish I could just blurt it out and I know I could, but I won't. It is extremely difficult just lay there and let them poke needle after needle in. To let them run test after test and not truly find out what is causing this degradation in the right to breathe like a normal person.
Heh.. now how's that for a first blog? and its all about the woman that runs 'Brenna'
Oh well..
