Dumplyn McCool's blog: "I Could Have Lied - great song"

All my dreams are lies to me Each waking day is a shitty sleep Passed out drunk in a trash filled ditch I face planted my nose off a fuckin' cliff I look through the shit that I scrape from my eyes And the guy in the suit says I don't qualify So I get drunk again, get drunk again Get so pissed that I can't even stand Get drunk again, get drunk again Get so hammered that I piss in the wind Well the chains in the water Oughta keep me down The smile on my face is really a frown I flip through the pages that sums up my life And every fuckin' word points to suicide So I try to live every day the best that I can But when I look in the mirror I don't see a man So I get drunk again ….. Well, get drunk again, get drunk again Get so hammered that I can't even stand Get drunk again, get drunk again, ya So fuckin' pissed that I piss on my chick, ya Get drunk again, get drunk again So fuckin' hammered that I can't even stand Get drunk again, get drunk again Well so fuckin' pissed that I might not ever drink Well I probably will … sometime this week Or maybe tonight … who knows … again

There must be something In the way I feel That she dont want me to feel The stare she bares cut me I dont care You see so what if I bleed I could never change Just what I feel My face will never show What is not real A mountain never seems to have The need to speak A look that shares so many seek The sweetest feeling I got from you The things I said to you were true I could never change Just what I feel My face will never show What is not real I could have lied Im such a fool My eyes could never never never Keep their cool Showed her and I told her how She struck me but Im fucked up now But now shes gone yes shes gone away A soulful song That would not stay You see she hides cause she is scared But I dont care I wont be spared I could have lied Im such a fool My eyes could never never never Keep their cool Showed her and I told her how She struck me but Im fucked up now I could have lied Im such a fool My eyes could never never never Keep their cool Showed her and I told her how She struck me but Im fucked up now