I have loved the same man for over 13yrs. We have 3 beauful kids together, we are divorced but had stayed really close but the last 3 yrs has been rough on me and the kids bc he became a trucker and he rather be on the road doing whatever and whomever. Which is hard to deal, but I play like nothing is wrong but all I what to do is scream PICK ME, CHOOSE ME, LOVE ME, ONLY ME!!
Now he has this girlfriend (not so pretty) that lives n another State and he has stopped calling us. I am very hurt that one day we make love and then BAM he is dating with this ugly chick( i think shes a chick, i hope). we havent heard from him n 2 wks and my daughter asked me "what does daddy look like again?" or i have to call him if the kids want to talk to him and its getting to the point where they dont even want to call or talk to him and that breaks me heart. i try hard to keep it together but im at the end of my rope..