tired of this
can't anyone make this pain go away
i don't know what it is
why do i feel like i'm drowning
sinking in an ocean of my own tears
locked in my room
my own prison cell
the only light comes from my computer screen
and the muted television
my back hurts from sleeping so much
my eyes are soar from the rivers of tears
constantly flowing
i am thankful for my few true friends i have
try to brighten up my day
still can remove the pain though
nothing makes it go away
curled up
fetus position
i hold myself and ask why
why does this pain come like this
and from where
will it ever stop
and how
can you tell me how to make it stop
please
can't anyone help me
i don't want to be here alone anymore
why am i always alone
i just want to laugh and smile
the way that i used to
not a care in sight
i had the world at my fingertips
how did i lose that feeling
will i ever have it back
will the pain ever stop
god i hope so
i can't take much more of this
i'm dying inside
i feel so empty
i just feel so empty
