seriously... this year i hate it more than christmas, which i hated because i didn't have the money to buy anyone a damn thing... which sucks because usually i spoil certain people (brother/sister/certain close friends)... but really, i hate being single... but given the divorce's destruction of my concept of anything lasting forever (which hit me alot harder than i expected it to considering we'd been separated over three years) i can't figure out how to be in a relationship right now either.
so yay for all of you in loving relationships that are so happy and in love...
but for me... i want to wake up and have it be sunday already.
~sin
